Josie's Life

bye bye

2009-04-19T20:50:00.001+08:00

NA NA NA NA
NA NA NA NA
HEY HEY HEY
GOODBYE!

i've packed my bags and moved to a far far away place...
visit my at
www.whiteboardmarker.wordpress.com

tmr sch

2009-04-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

haha... i noe i havent been blogging... i just dunch have the feel... haha

fri-sun

2009-04-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

well this has been sorta eventful week for me... haha

lets just skip all the crap and move to Friday...

went out in the afternoon and hung out with the peeps... went to Art Friend to get some supplies that i needed... like i was so frigging pissed when the HomeFix (DIY Shop), assistant told me that they don't sell sandpaper in the store...

WHAT KIND OF A DIY SHOP DON"T SELL SANDPAPER =.=... retardedness.. so i asked for rubber cement, then he ask why i need it, why i want to buy it... common... i don't have ADDICT stamped on my forehead... =.=

then after that went down to church and i didn't bring my jeans for message... but before that I had CG dinner at the normal place... haha... then after message went to 7 mile to have supper... then went to sleep...

Sat:
Went to play soccer with the soccer ppl... haha... then after that went for YF... lol... then went for dinner... after that we went to Udders... haha... so Dr. Nat went to write on the walls of the udders graffiti area... Ryan + Tim 4eva...

lol... then Ryan erased a big space so we told him to draw a face... lol...then he wrote Dr. Nat... and the artistic gene started pulsating through everybody's veins... lol

Sun:
first time in dunno how many donkey years i woke up at 5:45... lol... then I went to church and reached at 6:41... saved seats for people... haha... so sloe made it but he was in lala land 80% of the time... LOL... haha...

then we had breakfast... haha... then we went to Cine to watch a movie... Shinjuku Incident... haha... quite a draggy movie though... haha...

then after that went home and then went to BPP and went to shop for Mr Chia's present... lol... and i found the perfect gift for him...

then had stingray for dinner... brilliance... haha and if en zhao is reading... haha we had mango pudding... lol...

haha...

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

i'll sign off with one of my favourite hymns:

There is a fountain filled with blood
Drawn from Immanuel's veins;
And sinners, plunged beneath that flood,
Lose all their guilty stains:
Lose all their guilty stains,
Lose all their guilty stains;
And sinners, plunged beneath that flood,
Lose all their guilty stains.

The dying thief rejoiced to see
That fountain in his day;
And there may I, though vile as he,
Wash all my sins away:
Wash all my sins away,
Wash all my sins away;
And there may I, though vile as he,
Wash all my sins away.

Dear dying Lamb, Thy precious blood
Shall never lose its power,
Till all the ransomed ones of God
Be saved, to sin no more:
Be saved, to sin no more,
Be saved, to sin no more;
Till all the ransomed ones of God,
Be saved to sin no more.

E'er since by faith I saw the stream
Thy flowing wounds supply,
Redeeming love has been my theme,
And shall be till I die:
And shall be till I die,
And shall be till I die;
Redeeming love has been my theme,
And shall be till I die.

When this poor lisping, stammering tongue
Lies silent in the grave,
Then in a nobler, sweeter song,
I'll sing Thy power to save:
I'll sing Thy power to save,
I'll sing Thy power to save;
Then in a nobler, sweeter song,
I'll sing Thy power to save.

move along

2009-04-06T23:34:00.001+08:00

another day, another piece of shit... rawr

oh well this prolly sums up my day:

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[fade out]

Guy's Rules

2009-04-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

the Guys' Rules..........
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down

Finally , the guys' side of the story.
( I must admit, it's pretty good.)
they always hear " the rules"
From the female side.

Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are their rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport.
And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem.

See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really .

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as CRICKET, the shotgun formation,
or golf.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;

1. But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.

1. All points are marked as point no. (1), becoz all points are equally Important.

There is nothing as More Important or less Important.

my week

2009-04-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

this week is one of the weeks in the whole year i really want to forget about quickly...

i got asskicked by this week... pawned, double pawned, triple pawned by the week...
i was bamboozled...
i was flabbergasted...

the week started of with me being sick(first blood)... *claps claps* and i don't have school... double kill and the doctor gave me a 3 day mc... triple kill...

started the week with an inflamed throat, boiling fever and thick blobs of phlegm stuck up my throat and dry cough... damn glike sia this virus... haiz.... but thank God the medicine brought down the fever and the inflamed throat.

was feeling much better when i was working... must be the cute kids there. makes my day and make me feel work was worth it... went to work and couldn't do much shouting and the kids were all out of hand and literally jumping about...

thankful for the invention of the whiteboard marker. then during play time... i damn gei kiang... sick liao still play soccer... after sweating out quite a bit... felt sicker... like i was 3/4 ways into my grave... haha... then went home took medicine and slept it out...

tuesday... the fever subsided but the phlegm sorta thickens and yea my throat was irritating me the whole day... went to work... got pawned by some kids cause i couldn't talk much... then after their lunch i got back my vocal strength and i could do mild shouting and i was pawning them inside out...

wednesday, april's fool... i nearly got trick... during lunch, this fella tell me he choke on some bone and ask me call Uncle Sonny. Lol.. then i was going to walk liao... then i remember the lunch got nothing with bones... wahahaha... lol...

yea the day passed quite normally... haha then it was thursday...
i didn't enroll for my IS modules... cause of the shitty timing and i got shit for it... Some cultural communications... it sure hell is a freaking waste of my time... haiz... my poor wednesdays gone just like that...

then on thursday, also discovered that the other part time helper lost 18 bucks... and then uncle sonny decided to inteorogate some suspects but then to no avail... nobody admitted... and then soon after we talked to the last suspect, he lost his cash...

he was sleeping then he lost his money... cause he smart put money on the table... actually his wallet... so after tea break we narrowed down to 8 suspects... those who admitted that they went to the library... then uncle sonny was trying to tell them its wrong and all... then some kid there started shouting saying, :"I know is Fhadilah. confirm is Fhadilah".

so i thought he was disturbing so i sent him in... then I suddenly ask this guy, how much money he had in his wallet then he said 90 cents. so i asked for his wallet cause i saw a bit of his wallet sticking out of his pocket.

but he insisted his wallet was in the class... so i followed him in. when he reached his bag, he exclaimed that his wallet was in his pocket, so we went out again... so i asked him again, how much money he had... he said 1 dollar...

so i probe more and said, you sure... then he said... uhhh 1 dollar something... lagi champion siol... so while uncle sonny was checking the rest of the kid's wallet... i took his wallet and dug at his coins... cause there was this bulge from the coin compartment... took out and counted 3.20...

so we asked why he had so much money... he insisted it was his... so uncle sonny said... fine, we'll go see Mr Ng (principal)... then he started crying and he put up so much inertia it was difficult to drag him by the arm...

so uncle sonny asked him, why did u steal the money... then he said :"this person (wei jie) from the class told him to steal." so i called the boy out... WeiJie was some monkey in the class but if he did something, he would admit to it and would turn offensive and violent if accussed wrongly...

so when Fhadilah accused Wei Jie, Wei Jie bit back and called Fhadilah a liar and wanted to punch him... so we asked F(lets keep it short)... why did you steal... he said he had no money... so we asked... where did u get all ur money from...

he said he took it from the boy he stole from... then later he claimed 30 cents was his and the other 1 dollar and 10 cents was from some other person from the school... so I asked him, lets go to the principal... then he started crying... so we were trying to find out more from him... so uncle sonny mentioned police...

then he begged and said no police but he refused to say anything more... so i keyed in 999 on my phone and threathened to press the button so the whole truth came out...

after all this... something struck me when i was on the bus...
Satan has really ways and means to work his "art"... the guy who stole was only pri 1... freaking 7 years old... wow...

so Friday... i got a stupid call asking me if i wanted to do Bahasa Indonesia for IS module... =.=... Friday ended off with a bang...

here comes the weekends...

i got mindfreaked...

paralletic perpendiculars

2009-03-29T21:49:00.001+08:00

lol... copied this from a convo with sh

This girl goes into the past and kills her Grandmother. Since her Grandmother is dead the girl was never born, if she was never born she never killed her grandmother and she was born.

Can a man drown in the fountain of eternal life?

Your mission is to not accept the mission. Do you accept?

If the temperature this morning is 0 degrees and the Weather Channel says, "it will be twice as cold tomorrow,".... What will the temperature be?

Answer truthfully (yes or no) to the following question: Will the next word you say be no?

What happens if you are in a car going the speed of light and you turn your headlights on?

Nobody goes to that restaurant, because it is too crowded.

Back side:THE SENTENCE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS CARD IS TRUE.

Font side:THE SENTENCE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS CARD IS FALSE.

Which one will you believe?

lol

2009-03-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

friday

2009-03-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is friday the 20th...

tmr is quite a big day...

results and all... haha

when life's burdens get so heavy and it seems I'm all alone
i cast my care on Jesus and come boldly to His throne
i find His grace sufficient and His promises i heed
for His very life He sacrificed and He lives to intercede
He is the Lord of Lord's and when He speaks
winds and waves obey
when Jesus whispers, "Peace be still!"
then darkness turns to day
as I'm trusting in my Saviour's word doubts and fears all cease
and beneath the shelter of His wings I'm at rest in perfect peace

Well this verse truly spoke to me:

Hebrews 13:5-6
Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.

So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear what man shall do unto me.

No matter what results I get, i entrust them to the Lord and accept whatever he will give me and be contented.

wooots

2009-03-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

oh well...

i give up...

im not playing the waiting game anymore...

and i know you're dying to hear this...

P.S: you haven't achieved blaine's status yet... you're just some cheap thrill...

an update

2009-03-17T23:46:00.002+08:00

well i seriously have been freaking busy or rather i have been living some life and no life portions in my life... haha this osunds kinda crappy but it makes a load of sense...

oh wells, so this is something like how my day goes... i wake up at around 10:45 cause thats when the alarm rings, then i go and change and get ready for work and leave the house no later than 11:20.

go to the bus stop and wait for the 11:27 bus and then head all the way down to Yishun and then change to 806 feeder service for 5 stops and then go and work. then after work come home, chillax slack, play with cards and then sleep...

my kids are really draining and it sorta brings back loads of childhood memories... oh wells, i sorta feel damn freaking proud of myself cause i taught a boy how to read a book. it's a great achievement to be ablt to read a 6 page story book... haha

and i taught this guy maths. haha... the older guys are more rowdy and quite open but sometimes they get on your nerves... haha... the girls there are really cute.. when i go to work.. they will all come and then look at me... haha...

well... work is reallyyyy draining but very fulfilling... i think i havent talked much on msn though... and i think imma getting out of touch with people... haiz... oh wells... that's the penalty i'll have to pay for working...

haha...

Arsenal in Singapore

2009-03-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

ROFLMAO...

HOME OF THE GUNNERS IS THE KHATIB CAMP... LOL...

LOL!

2009-03-10T08:14:00.002+08:00

bullied

2009-03-10T00:17:00.001+08:00

MR JAIME LAU IS A BULLY =)

Christian pickup lines

2009-03-10T00:15:00.001+08:00

1. Nice Bible.
2. I would like to pray with you.
3. You know Jesus? Hey, me too!
4. God told me to come talk to you.
5. I know a church where we could go and talk.
6. How about a hug, sister/brother?
7. Do you need help carrying your bible? It looks heavy.
8. Christians don't shake hands; Christians gotta hug!
9. Oh you are cold, Ecclesiastes 4:11.
10. Did it hurt when you fell from Heaven?
11. What are your plans for tonight? Feel like a bible study?
12. I am here for you.
13. The word says "Give drink to those who are thirsty, and feed the hungry"; how about dinner?
14. You don't have an accountability partner? Me neither.
15. You want to come over and watch the 10 commandments tonight?
16. Is it a sin that you stole my heart?
17. How many times around you would I have to walk before you'll fall for me
18. If we lived in Noah's time,you and me would enter the ark together.
19. I wrote your name and mine in the love calculator and the results showed "divine providence"
20. Have you ever tried praying at a drive in movie before?
21. Excuse me, I believe one of your ribs belongs to me.
22. My friend told me to come and meet you, he said that you are a really nice person. I think you know him. Jesus, yeah, that's His name.
23. You know they say that you have never really dated, until you have dated a christian.
24. Yeah, I predicted David over Goliath.
25. I know why Solomon had 700 wives, it was cos he never met you.
26. Before tonight, I never believed in predestination...
27. Nice bracelet. What Would Jesus Date? Oh, I mean "Do."
28. What's your name and number so I can add you to my "prayer" list?
29. Hey baby, you wanna take the church van for a spin?
30. Has anyone ever told you, your eyes are like doves and your neck like the tower of David (read Song of Solomon)?
31. Excuse me, is this pew taken?
32. [check the person's shirt tag] "just as i thought... made in heaven."
33. Hey, need a ride to church?
34. I'd pick you over Satan any day.
35. God was just showing off when He made you.
36. I'm pretty flexible. I don't think a woman should be submissive on the first date.
37. No, i'm not coveting, I intend to make you mine.
38. What do you think Paul meant when he said, "Greet one another with a holy kiss."? (1 Cor 16:20b)
39. Do you think "ask, and it shall be given you" is to be taken literally?
40. I practice our mission to "love one another" to the fullest extent!
41. I didn't know angels flew this low.
42. If Eve was tempted by an apple than you must be my fruit.
43. That halo matches perfectly with your eyes.
44. I must be dead and looking at the angel that is going to take me to heaven.
45. I just don't feel called to celibacy.

when you're gone

2009-03-08T17:45:00.002+08:00

and the days feel like years when I'm alone...

how true... bleah... its damn freaking boring the holidays... i really wanna go back to school and raise some heaven and hell with the peeps... bleah...

argh i dunno how to explain this but...

time changes people and so does circumstances...

seriously screw that lar... why can't things stay the same... bleah...

suddenly i feel this animosity i never felt before... there's like a freaking barrier there... WTH mans... bleah... i miss those times where we talked anything under the stars the sun and the clouds...

now it's a void... empty...

i feel damn lost... argh... i should find a map soon...

i don't even noe what rubbish im typing so... haha...

the key:
Getting in tune with the inner voice...

LOST...

2009-03-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

I came to you the hour I was in pain
Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain.

I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then you'd be my friend,
I knew it from the start.

Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life,
You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife.

When home wasn't home to me no more,
You opened up your heart, and opened up the door.

We cried into night until the early morn.
We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns.

As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick.

The day had arrived,
When it was time to say goodbye.

Now I sit alone,
reminiscing the past I'd blown.

o.O

2009-03-05T16:03:00.002+08:00

What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster?
What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster?
What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster?
What's that coming over the hill?

psalms 30

2009-03-05T00:30:00.001+08:00

1: I will extol thee, O LORD; for thou hast lifted me up, and hast not made my foes to rejoice over me.

2: O LORD my God, I cried unto thee, and thou hast healed me.

3: O LORD, thou hast brought up my soul from the grave: thou hast kept me alive, that I should not go down to the pit.

4: Sing unto the LORD, O ye saints of his, and give thanks at the remembrance of his holiness.

5: For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.

6: And in my prosperity I said, I shall never be moved.

7: LORD, by thy favour thou hast made my mountain to stand strong: thou didst hide thy face, and I was troubled.

8: I cried to thee, O LORD; and unto the LORD I made supplication.

9: What profit is there in my blood, when I go down to the pit? Shall the dust praise thee? shall it declare thy truth?

10: Hear, O LORD, and have mercy upon me: LORD, be thou my helper.

11: Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing: thou hast put off my sackcloth, and girded me with gladness;

12: To the end that my glory may sing praise to thee, and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will
give thanks unto thee for ever.

ecstacy

2009-03-03T02:24:00.003+08:00

well... yesterday was probably the highlight of my week. haha... well yesterday Manchester United won the Carling Cup... you can prolly say they wrestled the cup from Tottenham cause it aint an easy match going...

United started with some young punks in the team who didn't disappoint other than Welbeck but the experience that was in the team with the likes of Scholes, Ferdinand, Tevez, Ronaldo helped stabilze the team and dominate the first 20 mins of the kickoff...

Tottenham were a force to reckon with as their players slowly settled in and Modric and Lennon were players to watch for... With pace and trickery, they managed to create chances but their delivery were consistenly poor, and that dented part of their title hopes...

United pressed on and it was really awe-inspiring to see Scholes, a 35 yr old man playing the full 120 mins and still keeping the team going with his accurate pinpoint crosses and his eye for goal... He is one the true greats not only in Manchester but in the footballing industry...

Ronaldo hit the post in the closing stages of normal time and it was during the extra time period where you see players really working their socks off to keep themselves in the fray. There were cramps and injuries in the tottenham lineup and before you knew it, players were trying to rest as much as possible...

the clock ticked and the shootout was the final outcome... United's calm spot kick takers sealed the deal and more so, Ben Foster who denied O'Hara and Bently missed his penalty... Anderson was truly a great professional... His game play was fantastic for United and he is definitely on the right track to being one of the true greats donned in Red in the City of Manchester...

Ferdinand lifted the cup in abscence of Neville and Ferguson once again proved that youth and experience is what it takes for a great club to win on a fantastic night...

Well... I recieved a text after normal time and me and the text-er agreed that we should wear the United jersey as a vote of confidence to the 11 men giving their all on the pitch and being like the Old Trafford faithful... haha...

well, after that it was sleep... had a well deserved rest and woke up at around 12:37pm... haha... then went to change and all... and then slacked the whole day off watching shows and stuff... haha i really need to get a job... lol

wells, just finished catching up with a few friends and of course in the old school style of night life... haha...

cheers...

cards

2009-03-01T15:07:00.002+08:00

cards are my life

oh and to the cutting edge...
it's the flying bird on the left top corner...
at the middle of the city ...
through the hallway...
at the break of noon...
get ready =)

if you don't understand... don't

drunk=)

2009-02-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

sometimes its good to be drunk... when you're just locked up in your own time and space without a worry or a doubt...

i just spammed 1 whole bar of whiskey chocolate... haha and so im semi drunk...

and im just gonna rant...

haha a few of my friends have been warded recently and get well soon seriously...

people havent been coming for yf/church and yea...

really stressed up with the new art im learning...

RAWR...
some indo guy singing linkin park song... become thailand song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4NxzlmihiI

well well

2009-02-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, haha... was my emancipation from school... hahaha... it was quite a change... finishing the paper and handing it up... suddenly i felt free... like a bird out of a cage... the freedom that overwhelmed me was so great i stunned a while after i came out of the exam hall...

then went home and changed and heard that Caritas was warded... Was really shocked and surpirsed that she was warded cause i heard she had a fever only on Sunday and I didn't expect her to be warded... so i decided to go and visit her...

smsed quite a few people and the response was quite bad cause everybody was busy with school and whatever they are busy with... so Wesley said he was going down and SC was so I went down and I smsed San to go also... haha...

met at 6:30-ish and then we went down to Tan Tock Seng.. Went and visited her and felt quite weird cause she wasn't as lively as she was and she was talking in a diminished sort of tone... haha...

but thankfully she was more active and she was in a much better spirit and yea... after that we left and went home... haha...

then then then

well well, the first day of freedom... the smell of holiday breeze and the scent of emancipation was definitely a morale booster. seating at home and staring at the ceiling just after u wake up at 3pm... yea make no mistake... 3 pm ... was brilliant...

i laid on my bed thinking about alot of things. the semester that whisked by and the bonds that were made in class. the eating the laughing the teasing were all fond memories i hold dear to my heart. let's hope they don't break us up...

the only thing that spoiled all this was the afternoon pour... which meant that being alone in the house, i had to close the freaking windows and spoil my beauty sleep. it was one of the best sleeps ever...

after finally waking up and stretching, went online and slacked. and i decided to have a go at FM with a midtable team. wahaha... yea tottenham hotspurs =)

then went on facebook and did a few quizzes and then changed and got ready to head down to Adam Road for CG dinner.

CG dinner was brilliant... had Nasi Lemak there and then shared a Oyster Omellete with fishcake. haha... then we had the diabetic teh-bing from Ah-Pit... haha... was great talking there and then jean came and she brought her friend... haha... i was teasing her... and we all had fun there...

then we decided to go down to island creamery (bleah... udders rock big time), and there was no space (thankfully), so we went to Macs... haha... we sat and chilled and then had desert then we left home...

the day was quite well spent... haha...

i really need a job soon... and Get Well Soon Caritas... haha... hopefully you will enjoy the beauty of food... wahahahaaha...

finally

2009-02-25T15:28:00.001+08:00

free at last, free at last, Thank God Almight, I'm free at last...

well said. after much hard work and toiling of sweat and blood, i have finish my duties regarding school in 1.2... I am very much hopeful that i will clear all my papers... haha...

well... i'm back and here to tell the world that im finally free...

and yea... that's all

and and ctas GWS

get lost...

2009-02-22T15:10:00.001+08:00

seriously... SERIOUSLY...

i don't get it ... are you a fool or what are you? huh... i seriously don't get it... you really think I will feel bad about my stand... huh? you really think so?...

i probably think not... so SORRY to disappoint you... you can read from here and go broadcast whatever is written here... cause i really don't give a shit about it...

what i post here is what I regard and what is commonly known as a stand... I'm not going to be a no-lifer like you and sit on the fence... (not as if the fence is nice to sit on) but... whatever...

you can take your comments and shove it...

i can't really be bothered with people like you...

2009-02-16T10:21:00.001+08:00

WELL DONE!!!

WOOOOOTS...

13 times KING....

Closed temporarily

2009-02-10T18:57:00.002+08:00

Okay... Management is not on holiday...

Management is preparing for exams...

Back after 25th Feb

2009-02-08T20:48:00.001+08:00

this is related to the previous post..

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

this songs speaks alot

****ed up

2009-02-08T19:47:00.002+08:00

seriously man
what's wrong with you all lar...
bunch of bloody hypocrites...

1st lesson all act until like u all sick of devotion
then after ask u all 1 question then all become mouse.
wad nvr mind...

bear with you...
forget it man...
i rather listen to dog cat mouse or whatever than listen to you conduct lesson lar =.=
so HOLISTIC arh ur lesson... very holy....

Yea lar, I very proud lar... want to learn the hard doctrine.
too proud that i make others not get the milk they need.
so i should just drink milk for the rest of my life lar.
no need strong meat. the bible fake one
write there bluff you de...

so you can continue feeding your HOLY milk to those humble students.
i will go for my UNHOLY breakfast with others.
sorry lar. i'm too proud. cannot stay in your holy class.
not fit lar... so i don't go lorh.

this kind of thing u ask for opinion then u don't want to listen
then say for wad. waste my saliva.
after tell you liao then u want to play mind games.
damn champion lorh.
SERIOUSLY lar i don't understand.

why can't u all just tell him =.=
freaking hypocrites leh.
i think what my friend told me once was true.
never say that your current teacher is bad cause u nvr noe, there's worst out there.
so here i will extend my sincere apologies to Ian and Caleb for skipping your lessons.

now i appreciate your lessons
but now i guess its sorta late.
mind games mind games.
you think u the only one who can play mind games.

=.=... i do things already so lenient...
if i go Eld Ong there KPKB about you...
Hong Kahn arh...

but i noe 做人不要做到那么绝...

so the best way is
u continue with ur HOLY imparting of milk.
i will go out for breakfast or just go for first service and back home.

FREAKING PISSED...

pooffff

2009-02-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

somethings should'nt be said in public for some reasons.
i don't understand why blogger doesn't have locked or private posts.
i'm so upset that it happened but hey it had to.
and nothing is going right for me in sch (work) recently.

gah...

the beauty of your lies..

My silence bridges the gulf between my life's success
and my life's failure.
My silence does not magnify my defects.
Nor does it connive at them.
My silence transforms my defects into strength indomitable.

My silence is a climbing flame that warms my world of despair.
My silence is my inner light.
No problem of mine can defy solution.
My silence is a selfless distributor of joy to ever-widening horizons.

In my silence I become a man of sterling character,
a prolific writer, a voracious reader, a divine lover,
a profound inspirer and a triumphant liberator.

In my deep silence I never become a victim to ignorance,
the greatest calamity that can befall any human being.
In my growing silence I am convinced that even as a man on this earth I shall be able to reach heights, transcendental, divine.
My glowing silence alone can accelerate my
Godward march.

My spreading silence makes me see, feel and possess satisfaction,
unalloyed satisfaction.
No more have I to let loose a tirade of tenebrous dissatisfaction.

Silence is my unceasing petition.
Silence is my unreserved preparation.
Silence is my unlimited realisation.
Silence is the unfathomable fount of my life here on earth, there in Heaven.

the time you left.
i was happy outwardly.
torn wth despair within.
suddenly i was alone.
in the abyss of darkness
in this world alone.

i feel so lost and uneasy without you
i don't know who i can talk to.
please come back to my life

shoutout

2009-02-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARITAS!
SWEET 16... haha...
First day of school also... haha...

Blessed 16th Birthday

2009-01-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

i'm contemplating removing my cbox... it aint serving its purpose... haiz...

i'll prolly be back after project submission

CG Dinner

2009-01-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

The title is the higlight of my day today.

Our First CG Dinner but we shall save the best for the last eh... =)

k went to school for Maths and only a few people came. people came in as late as 145 pm... haha... tts damn champion... the stupid teacher keep aiming me... dunno what's her problem lar... then went for maths.

i didn't have lunch so i went to library and to my dismay there was only egg sandwhich so i had cup noodles and then I was damn jian... refused to eat my noodles until the smell has made everyone around me hungry... wahahahaha...

then maths, I did well for my test... haha a good start. then i went to DEL and did nothing... I got a pink tooth... lol then went to do project with Jo Lee, Eugene, Bryan the bitch...

We were just laughing and doing stuff and just doing our "best" to complete the AS shit... haha... I'm supposed to compile the work for powerpoint... haha...

then went back home to change and put down stuff... then i chiong down to the bus terminal and the bus came... damn heng... then managed to reach novena on time.. took the escalator up to velo's food court then saw Samuel at the back so i waited for him... then we went up...

Met DT there and we found a seat... soon after Hannah came and we were discussing about neutral names... lol then we went to get food. wahahaha...

had my normal and hannah was complaining that we must change place cause i always eat the same food... haha... then we were just laughing and talking... soon Josie came... (fishcake)... haha... and we intended to go Udders for icecream... haha...

DT suggested playing bluff so went to play... haha... had 2 rum and raisin... damn good lar... WOOOOTS so we played from 8 ++ to nearly 10... haha... alot of funny things happened...

hannah got scamed like again and again and me and fishcake were decieving everyone... haha... then Kok Jin was imitating the Indian accent and there was 3 indians buying icecream... they immediately turn sia... lol... then kok jin went out... haha...

then after that he came back and we continued playing... haha...

enjoyed my nightout with my CG... haha...

k tts all for now... =)
cheerios

quieeeeeeeeeeezy

2009-01-27T20:33:00.001+08:00

-Each player of this game start off with 10 weird things/habit/little known facts about yourself. -People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
-At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list this names.
-No tag back

1) I always try to do things the wierdest way and hope it works out.
2) I really hate people trying to dig info from me when I have a GET LOST stamped on my forehead.
3) I miss the innocence of a child where everything is blissful and when I was still fit =)
4) I'm generally the most high and active when I'm with my loved ones or closed friends.
5) I love to do really wierd things and then have people give me the o.O or =.= look.
6) My head starts spinning and i fall asleep whenever LHK speaks.
7) Im a nice guy if you break through the first "Josiah-is-a-super-mean-person" barrier.
8) I will take a day off from something important if a friend/loved one needs company.
9) Football is my passion, music is my love, friends make up most of my life.
10) The only reason why I'm doing this is cause i cant come up with my conclusion for AS porject.

TEN ARE YOU(s)
1.) Are you single - Yeah
2.) Are you happy - Yup
3.) Are you bored - Nah.
4.) Are you fair - Not anymore.
5.) Are you Italian - No I'm SINGAPOREAN =)
6.) Are you intelligent - haha... yea XP
7.) Are you honest - try to be.
8.) Are you nice - YES!
9.) Are you Irish - I already said I'm Singaporean.
10.) Are you Asian - HELL YEA!!! I"M SINGAPOREAN.

TEN FACTS
1.) Full Name - Josiah Tan Jun Qi
2.) Nicknames- Josie, Fishball, Jo tan, Jo, Jos, fatboi (only tim loe), ferguson (only jeremy)...
3.) Birth place - Hospital.
4.) Hair color - Jet Black
5.) Natural hair style - lol... flat o.O
6.) Eye color - black
7.) Birthday - Twelve December Ninety Ninety One =)
8.) Mood - Crazy
9.) Favorite color - Red, Blue, Black, Gold
10.) One place you'd love to visit - Old Trafford, Greater Manchester, England

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1.) Have you ever been in love - ummm where is that?...
2.) Do you believe in love at first sight - Nope.
3.) Do you currently have a crush? -Yea, my bolster =)
4.) Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yea.
5.) Have you ever broken someone's heart - Lol... how drop on the floor arh...
6.) Have you ever had your heart broken - haha... try getting it out of me first...
7.) Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Probably.
8.) Are you afraid of commitment - No
9.) Who was the last person you hugged - My Dad
10.) Who was the last person you said I love you to? - My MOM... =)

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1.) Smile or eyes - smile.
2.) Light or dark hair - Dark
3.) Hugs or Kisses - XOXO. BOTH.
4.) Shorter or taller - Not taller than me
5.) Intelligence or attraction - BOTH.
6.) Topman or Zara - Zara
7.) Funny or serious - Funny but serious
8.) Older or Younger - just a lil younger.
9.) Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing.
10.) Sweet or Bad - Sweet

TEN HAVE YOU
1.) Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yea in Pri. 5 in an act.
2.) Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Quite a few times.
3.) Ever tried walking on your hands - Nope. That's just retarded. God gave legs for a reason.
4.) Ever been to a rock concert - LINKIN PARK =)
5.) Ever been on a cheerleading team - Nope.
6.) Ever been on a dance team - Nope.
7.) Ever been on a sports team - Yea.
8.) Ever been in a drama play/production - Yea.
9.) Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, hummer or Bentley?- TOY one arh or HOTWHEELS?
10.) Ever been in a rap video? Nope.

TEN... LASTS
1.) Last phone call you made - Home.
2.) Last person you hung out with - My cousins
3.) Last time you worked - Last Year.
4.) Last person you talked to -Mom
5.) Last person you IM'd - wth is IM'd
6.) Last person you texted - JC.
7.) Last person(s) you went to the movies with - My bro.
8.) Last person/thing you missed - Him and Her
9.) Last website you visited - Azzrul's BS
10.) Last kiss you had - Goodnight kiss arh... long time ago...

2009-01-27T17:49:00.001+08:00

k after i hand up all my projects, i want to watch the following...

anyone kind enough to accompany me to watch these movies?

1.All's well, End's well (家有喜事）
2.Bride Wars
3.Chadni Chow to China
4.The Punisher: War Zone
5. Ink Heart

the week and CNY

2009-01-25T19:21:00.003+08:00

WARNING: This is gonna be a LONG POST

k just to round this week up... SCREWED UP!!!... Handed up loads of work and project and crap that is required of school. and im free... and I think that I did well...

k now to eve of CNY:

Before this I was freaking sick... SICK... a nono before CNY... I felt so bad after soccer yesterday... I developed a fever which caused my temperature to fluctuate... and i have such a bad throat that CNY goodies are like another nono... but I'll give some face to the pineapple tarts...

come one what's CNY without pineapple tarts... and BAKWA is NOT!!! goodies... its a delicacy... so yes yes that I will consume... wahahahaha....

fastforward today... went to help out in the 8am and then went for Sunday School... My Word! Sunday School is getting much interesting... then went home cause I didn't do spring cleaning of my room the day before and I promised my mum...

see im such a nice kid =)... haha... then I spent about 2 hrs cleaning up the whole room... I pity my mum... i take 2 hrs to clean just my room... imagine most of the house... *salutes and applause* ... thankful for this mom at home =)

then went to take a bathe, took medication and slept... and then woke up for 团圆饭... haha... had steamboat and some fry-your-own-food thingy... haha... quite good lar... there was sambal stir fried prawns, good soup, loads of prawns in the steamboat, there was FISHBALL!!!... meatball, tou gua, veggies, fish slices, wan ton... then there was chicken for us to fry.. and eggs... haha...

very very very satisfying dinner... had real loads of fun eating and talking and laughing... then played cards for a while...

kk... now im gonna do this...

10 significant things I did for 2007...
I'm only doing this now because its the CHINESE new year... only unique to Chinese people and yea... so im doing it now...

10 things I did in 2007...
1. Got my O Level Results.
2. Got into the course I wanted in NGEE ANN POLY...
3. Made loads of friend and forged stronger bonds between friends
4. Shared a stronger tie with my family.
5. Went to the ECE FOC.
6. Made good friends in AE who were my kickass buddies...
7. Got a broham...
8. Made my AE form lecturer cry...
9. Had really long holidays
10. Slacked until I feared the word slack... haha

and great news... United 2-1 Tottenham... may sound stale to u peeps out there but it sure is keeping me alive... and kicking... so

oh yea gonna watch rush hour or its already showing and stuff...

and the quote of the day from my friend:
Topic: the specialty of Chinese...

Quote:"If there's no pork, we eat muslim food, if there's no muslim food we eat pork."... cant be said the same as the other... =)

oh and song of the season:

OH!!!!
YOU BETTER NOT SHOUT
YOU BETTER NOT CRY
YOU BETTER KEEP QUIET
CAUSE I'M TELLING YOU WHY
财神爷 IS COMING TO TOWN ...

Don't Matter - Akon

2009-01-22T16:04:00.001+08:00

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Bad Medicine - Bon Jovi

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Hips Don't Lie - Shakira

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Party People - Nelly ft Fergie

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Love you out loud - Rascall Flatts

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Chopped N Skrewed - T Pain

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Wanted Dead or Alive - Bon Jovi

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
If Today was your last day - Nickelback

WHAT IS 2+2?
Purple Pills - Eminem

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Feel Good - Gorillaz

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
L.O.V.E - Ashlee Simpson

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
You give love a bad name - Blake Lewis

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
The Real Thing - Bo Bice

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Ain't no other man - Christina Aguilera

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Miracle - Cascada

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Troublemaker - Akon

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I've Got the World on a Strong - Michael Buble

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Tattoo- Jordin Sparks

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Who let the dogs out - Baha Men

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Finally - Fergie

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
crawling Back to you - BSB

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
My Love - Westlife

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Baby come back to me - Vanessa Hudgens

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Crawling in the dark - Hoobastank

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
No Promises - Shayne Ward

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The Most Beautiful Girl in the World - Charlie Rich

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Bow down to the King - Motorhead ... WAHAHAHAHAHA...

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Figure 0.9 - Linkin Park

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Simple Kind of Lovely - Maroon 5

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Don't Matter - Akon

covet your prayers

2009-01-20T23:17:00.001+08:00

i sincerely covet the prayers of all of you...

my schedule for this week...

wednesday: AEL Lab Test
thurs: Maths quiz
friday: completion of Com Pro 2nd draft assignement.

nxt wednesday: DEL Lab test
nxt friday: submission of AS assignment
nxt sunday: finish up CATS and presentation

... im so totally burnt out...

today

2009-01-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

well today went for sports and wellness...

played like crap today and there was some weird training... i wonder why we are only learning ball control like towards the end of the module... haiz...

then had breakfast... had egg and ba chor mee.. and milo ... with mate, yihui, wei ting ... then we went to CATS... completed a survey and started spamming people to do survey...

after that went home and slept and then went to meet up with DT at Lido to catch a movie with Jeremy and Kok Jin... haha..

Red Cliff 2 was okaylar... not bad the movie... the 2 1/2 hrs didn't feel that long... it was quite cool and there was a twist... haha...

then went for supper at Newton... Chng Tng... haha...

then got sent home by Germy... and yea... thats all for today...

the past week

2009-01-16T23:46:00.004+08:00

The papa smurf's eyes are supposed to roll...
this is the webbie go check it out...
http://bluebuddies.com/gallery/Smurf_GIF_Animations/gif/Dazed_Papa_Smurf.gif

well this week zoomed by in a flash.
didn't really have time to reflect and im caught in a daze...
the picture aptly describes the feeling im in...

well... lets see...
i skipped S&W on monday and Thank God my CATS teacher on MC... nvr went to school
and i caught up with sleep...

tuesday:
had AS and had a super early lunch at 1045..
went to Makan Place to have lunch...
Tried the Nasi Lemak and I'm proud to announce
NASI LEMAK WITH LUNCHEON MEAT... =)
damn shiok...

then we went to class and had DEL... 2 hrs of DEL... i paid attention in class... *claps* *standing ovation*...

haha... then i went for Com Prog and practiced the questions the teacher gave us for the written test thats coming up... went home and chioned down to have a meeting with DT regarding our CG and he kept refering to us as LAO JIAOS =.=...

im still young... RAWR... then we went for PM...

wednesday:
went to school and was late for 57secs... the spastic teacher say... eh write time =.=... so i write very big... 8:00:57... signed for 4 space... then kenna scolded but heck care her... then MATE came in... refused to sign attendance... cause teacher say must write time.. =.=

then we ate durian roll... MATE bought from dunno where lar but it tasted good... then break we went library and had breakfast... then after that went for DEL... i feel DEL is getting more and mroe interesting and i'm understanding the more chim topics...

then had AEL tutorial then lunch... Mr. Tang sneaked off to have a rendezvous with his XXXX... haha so we stalked him... 7 ppl stalk Mr. Tang... then we got lazy cause they walk to fast so we decided to play some free game organised by ECE dept...

i qualified for the lucky draw and i scammed myself... I tot i drew 9 and was damn happy... turned out it was 6... =.=

then had AEL... borin... everybody was snoozing... lol... and LHK just went on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on...

then it was practical... quite satisfied with my performance for lab cause thats gonna be the labtest so... wadeva...

Thurs:
went to school at 1 to have Maths... i think the teacher just like to pick on the people in my class=.=spas....

she told me sign attendance... and i was early for 2 weeks in a roll on thurs... so i went up then there was no pen... then she gave me the haha-i-gotcha grin... so i took the paper to my seat and signed it and was walking to return the paper to her...

teacher: "who ask you take the attendance list away?"
me: "sorry lorh"
teacher: "sorry wad sorry, who ask you take the list away?"
me: "aiya... my father lar... happy!"

dam dulan lar... RAWR...then went for maths tutorial... i finished my tutorial and MOL so me, john, mate, kokyi and sean went to Makan Place... we took John's pickup there... went the entire circumference of the school with it...

had the duck rice which was recomended... quite good lar...

after that had DEL tutorial... i think the teacher abit sad... he teach nobody do... i feel lecturers and tutorial teachers should have meetings... the lecturer edi cover all the tutorial in her lecture... damn diao...

friday:
most screwed up day... i was told by bo-jong that bry was coming to sch at 11... so i left my house at 11 to supposedly meet up with him to do project... he fly my kite... well done...

then studied a bit of Com Pro...then went ESPN room watch soccer... then went up to class...

had AEL... only 10 ppl turned up and LHK taught in a manner for the first time in my life... i UNDERSTOOD... *claps* *standing ovation and clap*

then went for com prog... teacher best... still can tell us study only for and switch... i study until like crazy and so did the rest...

test come out... alll buang... =.=... all not the topic... damn diao.... RAWR....

since now is like 12:05 am... i hope TODAY will be a good day...

looking forward to CG day and sleeping in the morning...

with lots of love,
Josiah Tan

2009-01-15T22:45:00.001+08:00

please let time stop... i seriously need a breather ...

2009-01-15T19:54:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Disappointment
Being Alone
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests.
Out-Going
Ambitious
Intelligence
Sense of Humor
Loving
What's Your Best Quality? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Congrats! Your score is 82%!

Your Nickname is H.E Hamilton.......................................................................................................................................

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WOOOTS

2009-01-12T15:53:00.004+08:00

Welcome to Old Trafford Chelsea...

Manchester United dominated the Arab Oil Boys... Haha...

We welcome you to visit us again =)...

This Old United Song encapsulates all that happened at Old Trafford... where United brushed off Chelsea...

We're Manchester United and we'll realise our dreams
Cause we're so busy giving nightmares to our rival teams
They lay awake cause they know we will rip them at the scene
and the Reds go marching on...

Glory Glory Man Utd (X3)
and the Reds go marching on...

All Good things Come to an End

2009-01-12T15:53:00.001+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Show me the meaning of being Lonely - Backstreet Boys

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Photograph - Nickelback... o.O

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Seventeen Forever - Metro Station... WOOOTS... I'm YOUNG...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
World of Our Own - Westlife...

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Invincible - Crossfade

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I love Rock n Roll - Joan Jett... WOOOTS... I'm a ROCKER

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
I'm a Slave 4 U (remix) - Britney Spears... =.=... WTH man

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
My Love - West Life...

WHAT IS 2+2?
White Horses - Taylor Swift... diao...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
He Ain't the leaving kind - Rascal Flatts

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My Heart will Go On - Celine Dion

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I like to move it move it - Shaggy

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Lollipop - Three 6 Mafia

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Same Direction - Hoobastank

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Dream Big - Emily Shackelton

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Uptown Girl - Westlife... How do you dance to this =.=

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Tongue Tied - Faber Drive...

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Don't stop the music - Rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Too late - James Blunt... Yeah my friends are always late -,-

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
T-Shirt - Shontelle... =.=

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Faint - Linkin Park

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
In the Ayer - Florida ft. Will.I.Am, Fergie

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Low - Florida ft. Tpain

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Angel in Disguise - Corrinne May

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Should've Said No -Taylor Swift..

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Decode - Paramore...

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Love me when I'm gone - 3 Doors Down

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Friday Night - The Click 5

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Without You - Mariah Carey

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
All Good things Come to an End - Nelly Furtado

=.=

2009-01-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

well... gotten back most of my papers from CT back and i can only conclude 1 matter... I'm so NOT going to maintain my GPA...

Haha, i think theres too much slacking already so I'm gonna start now and brush up all the crap which I don't know... bleah...

It's only the first week of school and guess what... I'm falling asleep without fail almost every lesson or I'm just stoning there looking at the transparencies flash by and by and by, with the teacher signing God knows what lullabies...

I must do well for EOYs... RAWR

=.=

2009-01-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

champion siol my friend... teach me new english...

today my friend taught me the 3 tenses for the word twinkle =.=... present, past and future... he gave me 3 example...

Past: the stars TWANKLED last night...

Present: the stars should twinkle tonight...

Future: Tomorrow, the stars might TWUNKLE...

???

2009-01-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

I'm not following anymore
I'm confused...
The pieces don't fit anymore...
This puzzle is getting freaking ridiculous...
Can you please point me in the right direction...

I don't want to lose this one...

today

2009-01-04T23:01:00.002+08:00

haha hey peeps... been so long since i updated... haha... i don't think there are many surviving regular readers though...

today went off to church and was at my new classroom... haha... it was pretty cool and stylish... haha but the air conditioning still sucks... bleah... you can't feel the air on the other side of the room... =.=

haha i think the class this year will be rather dull and boring since everyone there is like either living in their own world or making noise and getting punished... wah... i can't wait till Jude or Jayson comes into my class XD

well after helping out there, it was promotional Sunday... We were allocated to our new classrooms and Beulah Centre rocks big time... haha... Well I think I'll go for Sunday School more regularly since the ventilation there is better and it feels new and stuff... and cause Eld. Ong is gonna demolish the LBF ...

then had service and since the bottom level was full... went to the top level and it was hot like anything... couldn't concentrate well... after service, I didn't follow the regular people for lunch cause they are like doing well financially and eating at Crystal Jade =.=

so went over to Far East with myself... cause i got pangsehed by sLoe, Ctas, HX, Ernest and Luthur... YEAH!!! classic... haha... so I was just chilling and rotting outside Far East and soon Amoz arrived and I found out he was flying off to Thailand today, today... =.=...

so after that went off to have lunch at Subway and was partially pangsehed again... Ctas, Ern and I got our meals and HX was just sitting there doing maths and SC bought 3 cookies... Tim was gonna have Subway for dinner so he was excused ...

then mozzie and luthur suddenly DIDN'T FEEL like eating subway... so we got pangsehed -.-... after that went to pass Tim's calculator to him and took a bus home... when I got home changed and slacked a while and then it was time to head off to celebrate Jared's 18th at Vivo...

Was supposed to eat at Garuda Padang Cuisine... but then SH got scammed by the website so we changed to eat at Secret Recipe... Had the catch of the day but I think their catch is pretty lousy =.=... and the lobster sauce had this quere taste that made me go gelat(sp?) =.=...

after that we were just teasing Jared about the many new girlfriends he made in JC... lol... haha.. most of them was bullshit but then it was fun teasing him... haha its been a long time since I came for a class gathering for various reasons...

then we sang a birthday song for Jared in the open and we took a group photo outside 7 Eleven... haha... well after that, we went home by train and we were again teasing Jared for his "excellent command of Chinese"...

haha since he liked to test people where the different parts of world countries were, we tested him various countries and Singapore places in Chinese... haha... of course he failed miserably...

then he sent a msg of thanksgiving and we all replied him in Chinese... haha... well... soon it was time to part ways...

THANKS PEEPS FOR THE Day XD

quizzerios

2009-01-01T16:22:00.001+08:00

as tagged by charmaine and reminded by charmaine =.=

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x]Talked back to a teacher
[x] Been kicked out of class
[] Worn pyjamas to school
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school
[] Gotten lost in your school
[] Broken the dress code in school -wad dress code... i don't have any now..
[x] Completely failed a test- never study lorh... lol
[x] Left class without asking- lol... i walk in and out of class nobody say anything leh...
[x] Missed a whole week of school
[x] Thrown up in school
[] Been beat up at school

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x] Argue with your parents a lot.
[x] Argue with your brother(s) - LOL...
[x] Argue with your sister(s) a lot
[x] Have your own room- boo-yeahh!
[] Do your own laundry
[x] Cook dinner once in a while
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home- ALWAYS
[] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere
[x] You sleep in very long - i love sleeping :D
[] All you do is watch television
[] Your parents are divorced
[] Your family makes you cry alot
[x] One or both of your grandparents live with you
[] You can't stand being with your parents

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[x]You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends
[x] You have known a friend your whole life.
[x] Your friends are all taller than you -
[] You have been ditched by a friend
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number-
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number - often.
[] You have been to all of your friends houses
[x] You love most all of your friends - in a non-les way.

HABIT CONFESSIONS
[] You bite your nails
[x] You have an odd obsession with knives
[] You cannot sleep with the door closed
[] You cannot sleep with the door open
[] There is at least one sound you cannot stand - velcro. take that, nat.
[x] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[x] You are good at telling lies - im the master of deception... LOL

LOVE CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently like someone. - im a nice person.. i like everybody
[] You want to kill one of your exes
[x] You can stay committed for an unusually long time
[] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily
[] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before
[] A crush/bf/gf has called you self- centered before

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[] You hate George Bush
[x] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal - definitely.
[] Gay marriage is fine to you
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do -
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date - nice scenery.
[] Pink is an ugly color
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible
[] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x] You have plenty of secrets

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[] Fallen down the stairs
[] Someone has tied your shoelaces together \
[] Had a nail fall off -
[] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[x] Had surgery
[x] Slapped someone across the face
[] Killed someone
[] Someone has called you a tease
[x] You have been to Europe
[] You have worn something inside out for a whole day

blasting

2009-01-01T13:17:00.002+08:00

yesterday was quite fun... i dunno why but i fell into a deep slumber during the warm afternoon weather and when i finally awoke at 5:05pm, I was like sticky and sweaty from the heat of the afternoon weather...

after that, took a long cold shower and then changed and went down to church to help set up the PA at CSH for the YF/YAF, 55th/27th Anniversary respectively... At first we had some problems with the mics and stuff but thank God all things worked out well in the end...

The message by Uncle Mok was good and everything was done to the praise and honour of the Lord Jesus.. From the lifting up of voices to the silent meditation of the devotion, the Spirit of God could indeed be felt in the foreroom...

Whereas, at the Cry Room, children burst into their lively characters and were screaming, crying, running, shouting... you name it... During the testimonies, I felt a little hungry so I went out and we started talking to the food people...

The food for dinner was good and the Tiramisu was heavenly... The liquer used in it was of generous amounts and the cheesecake was so good... The cheese was so thick and the oreo was of the right amount to complement the rich taste of cheese...

After that, I was talking to sLim, San, SC, SK, Al... we were listening to the army tales by sLim and soon, Luthur and sLoe joined in... after much talk about the smart, stupid and spastic people, we soon headed down to the main sanctuary for Watchnight service...

The message by Rev. Wong was good and the choice of songs were good too... haha... after that, went out and Ian or was it Ryan... can't remember which of the tay brothers passed me the shirt... haha...

then went around, shaking hands ~~(teasing)~~ people... then I saw Jayson at the playground and went to "disturb" him... haha...after much ado of hand shaking and well wishes, we finally decided to head down to Serene Centre...

when we arrived... 90% of the customers there were like Life Church people... haha... i had Large Milo and the Chocolate McFlurry... then we were talking and laughing about stuff... then Luthur got into a picture frenzy and started taking loads of pictures and editing them...

haha... after much talk and laughter, we all went back to our respective homes... Josie Seah, Ryan, EZ, sLoe and I played X HeroSeige ... It was quite sucky for me cause I kept dying... RAWR... haha

after that, when I finally regained composure, the game started to get better... Well, like I said during the game... What a good way to start of 2009 with Hero Seige... haha...

After that it was about 6++ in the morning and I was pretty much drained out and I went to snuggle up in my bed and before I knew it, it was like 12:30pm... haha...

BLESSED NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

tag replies:

CARITAS: BLESSED NEW YEAR IN ADVANCEEEE.

Josie: Haha BLESSED NEW YEAR ON TIME =)

CARITAS: its FOOSBALL. HAHAHAHA. I just learnt the name
Josie: Haha... yea... I figured it out at HX's house... haha

Navin: Am I an excellent friend? Heheh XD.
Josie: What do you think? Heheh XD

Navin: Yup, enjoying! Shall blog when I get back .
Josie:Haha don't forget my gift... LOL... =/

SAN: btw 2008 has been a really tough year to me too.. =)

Josie:haha hopefully 2009 will be better...

SAN: ahhhhhhhh...... i love twilight!!!!! watching tt youtube vid reminded me of all the love scenes.. ):

Josie: Twilight was a poor movie... haha...

and and and
ENZHAO BLUFF ME AGAIN!!! RAWR... You OWE ME 1 ENTRY DUDE

till next time peeps,
♥Josiah Tan =)

apt

2008-12-31T02:06:00.002+08:00

as 2008 draws to a close tomorrow, i think it really is apt to just reflect my thoughts ...

okay.. i wont be able to post before tomorrow 12am so not counted as reflections for 2008... haha

this year was indeed a tough year and I thank God that he saw me through the 2nd half of the year... It was like a roller-coaster ride through the negative part of the graph region... God indeed works in marvelous ways by sending people to comfort and help me along the bumps of the roads..

studywise, i got no complains... with such a wonderful God blessing me with fantastic grades despite my sloth and inertia to study... i give ALL praise and glory to Him because I know that I will never be able to achieve those grades with my own effort...

family wise... i just realise something, after setting targets for 09, the devil indeed is really hardworking... one of my targets is to get closer with my family and share a deeper and stonger bond with my family... and recent (as in yesterday's events) events took a turn for the worse and I think I'm breaking the bond...

friends-wise.... I got the best friends in the world... Yes you better be jealous of my wonderful and excellent friends.. Wahaha....

ByE bYe 2008... lol... <- THIS IS SO BIMBOTIC... LOL

2008-12-30T00:53:00.002+08:00

today was a blast... haha...

SUPPOSEDLY, the plan was to meet at 3:45 at Dhobby Ghaut. then it was later made known that 2 had pangseh... =.=...

went to get En Zhao's thing and then went to get my hair cut... i love my new hair cut... lol... i got a feeling somebody gonna pangseh me to go bald... but then he will go bald like it or not =)... haha...

then we went to watch Bedtime Stories... I had a very bad impression of it because of the title of the movie but it turned out to be a relatively nice movie... BETTER than TWILIGHT IMO!!!... the movie is for people with normal sense of humour...

after that we went down to Sembawang and we met Nadia there... HX's mom picked us up and sent us to her place... Ernest was there already with Mags Tan and Caritas... haha... was fun playing fuseball and then went to eat...

we finished all the chicken and most of the beef... haha... after that, we celebrated 2 of HX's relatives birthday and then we just took some pics and sat and talked... then it was time to go home.. on the way home got a call...

chionged bathe and then we went to play some games... haha...

yea this sums up today...

my love of the day: Linkin Park's leave out all the rest...

O for a closer walk with God

2008-12-28T20:38:00.000+08:00

O For a Closer Walk With God
A calm and heavenly frame
A light to shine upon the road
That leads me to the Lamb

Where is the blessèdness I knew
When I first saw the Lord?
Where is that soul-refreshing view
Of Jesus and His word?

What peaceful hours I once enjoyed!
How sweet their memory still!
But they have left an aching void
The world can never fill

Return, O holy Dove! return
Sweet messenger of rest!
I hate the sins that made Thee mourn
And drove Thee from my breast

The dearest idol I have known
Whate'er that idol be
Help me tear if from Thy throne
And worship only Thee

So shall my walk be close with God
Calm and serene my frame
So purer light shall mark the road
That leads me to the Lamb

haiz

2008-12-27T21:53:00.002+08:00

im so disappointed with myself... haiz..

call myself a friend... zzz... im not worthy of that title like seriously...

i think im too concerned with myself... im just me living in MY world...

after today's session at LTF or rather during the LTF session, it struck me that... hey maybe i don't really know my friends that well at all... i was like... hey i thought i was your friend but i don't know all this at all...

zz... i think im like a failure or something... im like too preoccupied with the crap called school that i neglected alot of things... haiz... it really was a good time just to sit down there at the back of the room just reflecting on my past 2 months...

i occupied myself with school, which is just wierd, and neglected my family... i havent really talked to anyone like as in sit down and talk stuff... just maybe like hi and bye... really felt like it was some hotel or something.. like greeting the waiter or something... =.=... then i check into my room and sleep then next day out...

friends... i think i neglected the main bulk of my friends... like my christian friends... people who are like important in my life... i skipped lunch for a few weeks straight just to go home and study... wow... can win prize liao...

hardly actually talked to anyone on msn who are christians... rawr... and i didn't know my "bro" was in a bad patch until today... like i only hear... not there to help... i feel so useless and like a figure head... only got the status... nvr really do much ...

maybe all i can offer now is 1 word... SORRY...
I'M so FREAKING USELESS

GAH!!!

2008-12-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

Hey... this song is damn good... haha...

And something just spoiled my day... name1... whoever this gutless person/infidel is... RAWR... seriously go get a life... go onto google and key in... buying life... maybe... just MAYBE it might lead u to some site selling a life... and u should SERIOUSLY consider investing in 1... maybe 100000...

i don't even want to block u cause i got more class than u ... =.=... just doing this shows that you are nothing but a childish imbecile ... go get your own blog and spam ur own blog... goodness... can't believe such people actually exist in the virtual world...

and thanks nicholas for saying something... =)

okay for today... woke up quite early cause my dad decided to spread the love and bought breakfast for us... YAY dad!!! *claps*... haha... first time in 1893749817498127431 years since i had breakfast with my dad... lol...

then after that, went to surf some youtube videos and then changed and went down to The Cathay where all the activities began... haha... met Zech, San, SC and SK to catch a movie... haha... Twilight... Aww... EZ... haha...

I didn't read the book so I was a complete idiot when the show started and due to the "punctuality" of people arriving, i got in slightly late... haha... but i still understood the show... smart boi eh =) haha

i think the show is just average lar... haha... not very good or not very bad... haha... quoting what tim would say : "normal!"... LOL...

after the movie, it was nearly 1, so we went to lunch at BK cause SC was hungry and wanted to eat at BK... and since i really didn't mind as long as I had something to eat so went along... haha... it was a good time teasing and laughing and talking...

then we went to Meridian to play pool... SC is like some dudette with hidden talent... haha... her angle and all damn accurate... haha... lol... we were rotating 5 ppl to play pool... so some of us decided to play bridge... haha

after a while, SC realised we were going into the more expensive time zone period so we decided to tie up quickly and the game cost 13.60... haha...

after that we went to Far East to do some shopping... haha... i got a new pair of shoes... but i still really want my loafers... haha... so I accompanied the girls and Zech... haha... Zech bought 3 shirts i think and SC bought a new top and new jeans...

somebody feeling rich leh... 1 time go 70 bucks... WOOOOOOOOOOTS!... aha... and San reserved 2 jeans cause she's gonna get the trumph card tomorrow... haha... hopefully she can trumph the game... haha...

and i bought a shoe from my EX-TEACHER's shop... haha... go visit COVET at Far East... haha... free advertisement... haha...

so we basically walked around Far East and I tried the Ultra Famous Super Kungfu Ice Milk Tea... haha... quite good... can fight with Adam Road's Apit... haha... and soon after, Wesley, Chris and Tim Leow met us...

then we went to dinner at KFC... haha... SK, SC and me shared the buddy meal... haha... then we walked to Tim's house... then we bridged and taiti... haha... lol...

and then we got bored and then we went home...

and MAN UTD WON... haha... TEVEZ ROCKS!!! lol...

and and and...

thanks peeps for making my day... haha...

T.I.M.E

2008-12-25T15:04:00.001+08:00

Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.
Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.
It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.
If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."
You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!
The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

To realise the value of one year, ask a student who failed a grade.
To realise the value of one month, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realise the value of one week, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realise the value of one hour, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realise the value of one minute, ask a person who just missed a train.
To realise the value of one second, ask someone who just avoided an accident.
To realise the value of one millisecond, ask the person who won a silver medal at the olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present.

so loved

2008-12-25T11:09:00.002+08:00

All i can say is that i feel REALLY LOVED and BLESSED =)

haha... thanks to all those who gave me gifts and presents and cards =)

today

2008-12-22T22:59:00.040+08:00

yoyoyoyo, peeps... today was quite a fun day for me haha...

managed to hang out with the younger people... makes me feel young... hahaha

HX invited a few of us to go to her school event for carolling.... haha we didn't expect it to be just singing 3 songs =.=... lol... haha

after the whole thing, we went to dinner at Lot 1... I got bullied... T.T

I GOT BULLIED T.T....

somebody seek some justice for me..

hmph... we ate at the foodcourt then the girls wanted to go shopping... so we being nice guys went to accompany them... haha...

we went to MiniToons where i got bullied again...tsk... evil ppl... conspired to make me look bad... HMPH!!! RAWR....

then we went down to cotton on and we all bought a hat..lol...

watch out on wednesday... lol...

after that we cam-whored alot... lol... refer to pictures below... haha...

tts all... now i feel so much younger... thks peeps

Yeah yeah yeah enzhao... i noe u gonna say this... u knew from the start i was gay =.=... haha btw the photo below is cheap thrill... me and anthony got bored during camp... it looks like we kissed but we didn't!!!

yesterday

2008-12-22T10:38:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyoyoyo, haha peeps im too lazy to continue my previous post so... haha heres the new post...

yesterday went to Church for Christmas Service... Sian Diao lar... the aircon spoil... and the whole sanctuary was damn hot and I'm too pampered for my own good lor... No Air Con i cannot concentrate...

I was dozing off so many times... damn... lol... then after service went out with my family for the 1st time in 19823748715781298571892347 years... lol... for lunch... haha then after lunch went back home and did up some cards... now im left with 30 cards...

after that i dozed off on the bed until it was 5... sian diao... nearly late siol... haha

then went off to Kallang to meet Jermy, sLoe, DT, Ian, Grace and Natty... after that Jermy went to buy tix for the Singapore vs Vietnam match... meanwhile the rest of us went to get dinner... after that we headed over to the stadium...

the atmosphere was ELECTRIC man... haha... for the first time, you can actually feel the Singapore spirit... people all there cheering for Singapore and booing Vietnam =) haha... Ian and DT were there for their first live match... haha

You could feel that the fans were a unit... haha the best was the BUTO chant... LOL... damn spastic ... good or bad also BUTO =.=... haha...

good job Singapore despite not defeating the bloody communists... RAWR... then after the match was over... most of the Singapore fans were standing at the Vietnam fans area waiting to mob them... lol... the BUTO chant grew even louder... LOL...

however, we were a lil hungry and Jermy led us for supper at Geylang Lorong 12... haha shared beef hor fun with sLoe... then Jermy bought frog legs porridge... I must say it was damn good lar... but a lil too hot..

after sitting there and talking we headed home... We dropped DT first, then grace... haha me and Natty were left stranded in the car... Jermy took like FOREVER... F.O.R.E.V.E.R to come back... tsk tsk tsk... haha...

then he dropped me home and it was too late for me to head down to Lee's house... damn... wanted to go de lor... haiz... then went home and kept tabs on the score... Keano finally scored =.= lol...

I was facebooking and playing some games and then got too tired and KOed... lol..

and and and
THANKS JERMY FOR THE EARLY CHRISTMAS GIFT =)

the camp

2008-12-19T15:59:00.003+08:00

WARNING: This post may be quite or VERY long...

Okay let me give you an update about what I've been doing this past week.

This past week has been a very refreshing and intriguing week for me... YF camp started off with a blast like when the camp comm met like 1 day before and started preparing for the camp... It was really great to be serving and serving in the house of the Lord...

We ( DW, Jun Yi, I) stayed at the cry room and we were preparing alot of the stuff necessary for the camp... haha... the next day at 8-ish the other camp comm started coming and helping out... We cleaned all the sleeping bags required and then we started setting up the place and bringing stuff over to Beulah...

Beulah was our early Christmas present from the Lord... haha and we are the first fellowship to stay there... After at around 10-ish... people started pouring in for registration and me and Josie Seah went over to United Square to do some shopping...

He "lost" his car keys cause he anyhow put... =.=... haha then I went to get black cherry mocha... damn shiok.. lol... haha then when we went back people were already eating and then after that we had a short intro by DWong ( big boss)...

Josie Seah led the icebreakers which were quite fun... =) haha kudos to you...

after that we had our first message and devotion and it was really good... haha... I love my discussion group haha... With DT and Mel leading, it was quite a smooth sailing discussion and everybody had something ot contribute... Thank God...

after that we started moving our stuff all over to buealah house and we were cleaning up the hall we needed for food and messages and workshops... haha... I was damn shagged liao and then i was using my broham as a pillow... haha

then after dinner was workshop... Dn Clement Tan gave us a workshop on time and our plans were sorta moved back cause of the shigtinh and then we had Dorm D and other stuff then it was really quite late and we went ot sleep...

Day 2:
We woke up early to pray for the camp and the campers... We were tired but joyful and then breakfast came and we got ready for morning D and message... Daniel Wong fave the first devotion and then after that we had a 5 minutebreak and we continued to the message...

Dr. Paul Choo had a unique flamboyant unorthodox method of preaching and I was captivated by it... haha... Then we had discussion and then we had lunch... After that we had care and share and I was talking to DT... haha

DT is a very interesting person... By talking to him I can tell he knows alot about alot of things and he thinks very deep and his questions go through many levels of thought processing before he speaks... haha...

After that we had a puzzle game and I'm sorry to anyone when I didn't want to tell you anything about the event.. Sorry... then I was camwhoring with who ever who wanted to camwhore with me... lol

after that we had a game of captains ball and I was head shot by S-Sheryl... lol... haha...we had quite some fun and then haha I started to pack and go over to Cry Room to put my stuff... and set up the place...

Found out our church went on the papers... haha... then after that went back and have Dorm D...

Day3:
Woke up damn late... But I was rejuvenated... haha... then after that went for workshop by Aunite Veronica... haha... It helped me realise alot of things about myself and the addictions i have... haha... after that we had lunch...

after that we were discussing our script over lunch and yea... haha with the wonderful scriptwriters... we managed to get together and do the stuff... haha and then it was time...

Went over to Life Church to help Josie with his station games and I was one of the helpers... haha... It was fun leading my groups and I made them do all kinds of stupid things... haha... But I'm proud of my groups for being such a good sport... haha

after everything, everyone was camo-ed creamed haha... and we took a group shot haha... after the shot everyone was wiping the camoe off their face with wet wipes and stuff... haha... then everyone went back to bath and stuff... lol..

then we had dinner and after that message... message was interesting and after message we had discussion... after discussion had a talk with the LTF girls and guys... haha...

after the talk wanted to go over to the cry room but my stuff were locked in... damn... haha so spent the night in jeans and shirt...

we had a lively discussion and I had quite a talk with the girls in LTF and some heart to heart talk with Ryan sLoe and soon DWong came in... we talked until about 3 ++ 4 ish in the morning... haha

Day 4:
took a cab home and... To Be Continued...

2008-12-14T15:14:00.001+08:00

1. Friends are...
people who are there for you when you need them the most. and and and

A friend will joyfully sing with you when you are on the mountaintop , and silently walk beside you through the valley...

2. I am listening to...
Rusell Peters, Red White Brown.

3. Maybe i should learn...
how to cherish and love my friends more...

4. I love...
God, my family and friends(:

5. My plan...
is to keep a closer walk with God.

6. I don't understand...
LOW HONG KAI...

7. I lost my...
LOST stuff...

8. People say...
I'm Josiah =)

9. I am missing...
my friends...

10. Love means...
go check the dictionary lar...

11. Somewhere, someone is...
thiking of me? haha... wishful thinking... lol

12. I am always searching for...
answers

13. Forever means...
forever lar... duh =.=

14. I never want to...
do stuff that hurts my friends and family...

15. My mobile phone...
is my love...

17. I get annoyed when...
people screw around with me...

18. Parties are...
places where u just go and unwind...

19. Hugs and kisses...
haha come give it to me... lol

20. Today I...
am going to go for the advance party for YF camp...

21. Tmrw i will be...
in church

22. I really want to...
keep my friends close...

23. I am...
JOSIAH TAN JUN QI =)

24. What is your phone brand?
SONY ERICSSON

25. What are the last 3 digits of your phone number?
968

26. What does the second message in your inbox says?
5pm - Daniel Wong

27. Who was the last person u rang?
Chris

28. Who was the last missed call from?
Home.

29. What is oldest message in your inbox says?
check previous quiz...

30. Who comes aft ' J '?
O!!!

31. Go to your sent message - what does the tenth message says?
i trying to remember the name of the shop - fishcake

32. Who is your network provider?
Sadly its M1...

33. How many message are there in your inbox?
alot ... lol

34. Who do you have on speed dial three?
no speed dial lar...

35. If you are on prepaid card, how many credits do you have?
i'm not...

36. Who's the first person who comes after ' C '?
Charmaine? o.O

37. What do you have as your main ringtone?
WHO LET THE DOGS OUT - BAHA MEN...

NEXT QUIZ:

LOL... no question 1 =.=

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired.

3. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
LOL... haha my broham(:

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yes...

5. Would you ever donate blood?
lol... NO

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yea

7. Do you want someone dead?
lol... no... im good...

8. What does your last text message say?
stop asking me about my inbox or outbox lar... zzz

9. What are you thinking about right now?
what kind of a bullshit question is this?

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
ya...

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
930pm

12. Where did you buy the shirt you’re wearing now?
Singapore

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Ya.

14. Who was the last person to text you?
DWong

10 people to tag.
1) Joshua Chia
2) Wang En Zhao
3) Tim Loe
4) Ryan Tay
5) Sarah Chia
6) Mags
7) Ernest
8) Charmaine Low
9) Nadia
10) Marc Lee

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
lol... you go ask him =)

19. Is 3 a male or a female?
lol... 1000000% guarentee plus chop MALE...

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
haha... Marc is gay imo...so it may be a good thing for him...

21. How about 5 and 8?
lol.. they aint les... lol

22. What is number 1 studying about?
Everything lar... he everything also study one... =.=...

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
JC/EZ/6/7/8/10: LTF Camp
the rest i forgot

24. Is number 4 single?
nope...

25. Say something about number 2.
He likes turtles.. lol

26. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
haha... even in my imagination also cannot lar... lol

27. Describe number 9.
haha funny... lol

28. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
lol... plray that ernest don't lost... oh wait mags dun lose... haha

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with?
dunno

19) Is no.9 a male or female?
female

22) What is no.2 studying about?
haha... probably... number... haha dun noe lar..

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
long long time ago

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like?
dunno

26) Will you woo no.3?
i not gay... lol

27) How about no.7?
im not gay =.=

28) Is no.4 single?
nah, i tot i answer liao... =.=

29) What is the surname of no.5?
chia

30) What’s the hobby for no.4?
dunno...

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
hopefully

32) Where is no.2 studying at?
RI lor.. smart boy WORXXXXX

33) Say something casual about no.1:
lol... hello =) aha very casual eh... lol

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
NO... lol... later a i kena murdered... lol

35) Where does no.9 live at?
i think Holland V

36) What colour does no.3 like?
Black. Colour only...

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
family friend lol...

38) Does no. 1 have any pets?
lol... dunno... i think dinosaur ... lol

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
lol... what do u think... lol

40) What is no. 10 doing now?
how on earth am i supposed to know =.=

2008-12-14T13:24:00.002+08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz.

Those that are tagged cannot refuse.

C. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

1. What have you been doing recently?

Haha, attending camp and reflecting on life...

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Haha, my phone is 24/7... haha call me =)

3. What happened at 10am today?

I was having breakfast with DT, DC, Mark, Phillip.

4. When did you last cry?
Haha, i don't want to tell you leh...

5. Believe in fate/destiny?

Nope, I believe in God.

6. What do you want in your life now?

Haha for me to be able cherish and love my friends more :D

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

Haha none of the above.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?

Haha, sleep lar...

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Shorts.

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?

haha... birthday wishes from people who wished me...

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?

i dun think so... I like to keep it simple and short and sweet =)

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

Haha nope...

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Clockstopper.

14. What are you proud of?

haha... me, my friends, my achievements...

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?

"Hey where are you? Your owner looking for you" - JC.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Light On - David Cook.

17. Do you have any nicknames?

alot sial, Josie, Fishball, Jos, Jo tan, ...

18. What does the newest text say?
Yup - Daniel Wong.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

2100

20. Are you currently happy?

yea...

21. Who gives you the best advise?

my parents and trusted friends.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

lol then wad u want to do with the whipped cream after it is out? wash arh? LOL

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?

no one...

24. Is something bugging you now?

no body...

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
haha... my kids in PJWS..

Haha i will be away the whole of next week... dont miss me =)

EXAMS

2008-12-09T19:07:00.002+08:00

COUNTING DOWN TO FREEDOM:
~~Engineering Mathematics 2~~
~~Digital Electronics~~
Analogue Electronics

1 more day to freedom

2008-12-08T01:32:00.005+08:00

Today was a blast like literally... Went to church and then for LBF... after that went off and went home and then after lunch I managed to catch some sleep. After that the whole day would be filled with activities that were mind blasting... lol... actually i mean mind blowing...

went off to CCK to meet lee... I was told to meet at 230... lol... lucky due to experience with those people reached late but still early... haha cause Calvin champion... 250 still haven leave house... lol... ZX got damn pissed off then we went off to Bugis first... haha...

met SH on the way and we walked from Bugis all the way down to Sim Lim... haha... we were discussing who would be the stall owner of the street stalls... haha... then we went ot sim lim to find the graphics card...

we were touring Sim Lim and after a long while, we found Charles's graphic card but he couldn't get GTA 4 cause underage... lol then after that we went off to BK for dinner... basket ... there was this inter racial couple... 2 people sit 4 ppl sit... then there was this China woman with a Singaporean man... they sit at BK like sit at coffee shop slowly talk talk talk... then we gif them eye power...

then the Singaporean man said: "orh you all want to sit arh.." retarded lar... damn spastic... lol... after our meal, we were playing ZX's uncle's psp... haha... after that we decided to leave... WAH I GOT SCAMMED =.=

Chris Angel is right... There is a sucker born every second...loll... haha... then i got teased like crazy lar... lol... then we saw Aundrey ... lol... GAY BOY... haha... so we remembered the good ol days... haha

then ZX told us a story,which i'm gonna narate to you shortly, about this wierd lady...

what i hear is what you get so bear with the language...

Amal and ZX went out together lar so they were going home at peak hour on the bus and it was a packed bus...

Amal being kind decided to move in to allow more passengers and this is where it all began...

Wierd Lady (WL): Hello boy, why are you coming so close to me? Did your mother teach you about gender?
Amal: Uhh... sorry arh...
WL: Why are you standing so close to me? are you trying to touch me?
Amal: What touch you.. You think you what?

then they got into a heated debate... so ZX being the helpful guy..
ZX: eh shuddup lar ****ing bitch! eh mal, dun bother about this kind of ppl lar.. let her stay in her own corner and cry..
WL: Excuse me boy what do you mean by own corner and cry?
ZX: like that lorh... *points to the lady* eh mal, some people pay more bus fare so can take more space in the bus...
Amal: OH like that arh... so next time i pay 10 dollars i play soccer on the bus lar?
ZX: nvm lar... this one her father bus...
WL: Excuse me, what do you mean by your father bus?
ZX: i also never talk to you...
WL:But you were bringing me into the context...
ZX: eh shuddup go 1 corner and cry...

lol... retarded lar the lady... spastic...

then we went off to Toa Payoh and we decided to get some tidbits and some drinks... haha... Fair Price at Toa Payoh is seriously screwed... =.=... they have those things u gotta turn to get into Escape Theme Park right at the entrance of fair price...

that's just wrong... lol... in the end we went to cheers to get our stuff... then ZX's father gave us a lift to Mediacorp... Haha my first live variety show... haha...

was quite a good experience lar... haha being in the audience, the show pass by pretty quick... haha then it was time to go... haha my frens were sending me smses like... hey i saw u and calvin on tv.lol... haha...

then we went up to the lobby and guessed who we saw... JACK NEO!!!! WOOOHOOO.... so we appraoced him and asked to take a photo with him... haha...and he agreed... lol... then after that we wanted to go out for supper...

we took a bus and ended up at After Third Avenue... lol.. after much thought and deliberation... we went to have supper with ZX's relatives... haha... we talked and crapped and ate and chatted haha... then i tried something stupid... haha... we did a magnum force with 1 of ZX's cousin... haha... lol

after that ZX's dad gave us a lift and told us the importance of nurturing and keeping the friendship... haha... all in all a wonderful day... thanks peeps...

photo evidence:

MAGNUM FORCE !!! LOL

Me and Jack Neo (cropped)

we and jack neo... original...

To Santa

2008-12-06T21:37:00.002+08:00

Dear Santa,
I have been an extremely good boy this year and here is my wishlist for Christmas... Below are the attached list of my wishes for Christmas and my theme is simple wishes.

1. Good grades for common test.
2. Good friends
i feel the 3rd request is a little too hard to explain so i'll attach a picture as well...

Thank you so much Mr Santa,
Love you loads...

WHy sO SeIRous?

2008-12-04T19:48:00.003+08:00

This week passed by really quick and before I know it, exams are like starting at me in the face... woah so scary...

Monday, went for S&W and just ponned CATS to go home and sleep... After sleeping, woke up and chionged my AS... Sian lar... Your mind got the mentality... Cannot sleep then you read this kind of small print and the book seems to be able to sing lullabys real well... Read until chapter 3 then gif up liao...Decided to mug Chapter 9 in class the next day...

Then went to destress with a few rounds of CS... okay... many rounds of CS... lol...

Tuesday:
Went to school late cause I sorta overslept... Actually i refused to heed the call of my alarm... LOL... RAWR... woke up and faced reality... Test !

Then went to school and then realised so many of my frens ponned lesson... =.= BO JIO!!! Then people only started streaming close to the tutorial of AS... We had lunch and then it was DEL... Woooots...

DEL teacher say not teaching... just mark attendance... INITIALLY, the plan was to mug AS... haha initially lar... then we started playing 猜拳... haha... haha was fun "punishing" the loser... then we got bored and we mugged a little...

When I said little, I meant 10 mins... lol... then suddenly people were shouting... CS CS CS... so yeah... you guessed right... CS again... after a while of CS, borrowed Kev's PSP and started PESing... haha...

then the day passed so fast that it was time for exam... haha after test, it was a huge sigh of relieve... haha... JUN XIAN SO SMART LAR =.=... lol.... NOOB SIA!!! lol... haha

then next day I realise got another test... diao.... =.= like totally... then went home to mug AEL... lol... haha.. then after reading a few pages.. dunno what happened, i was damn shagged and I slept from 930 to 630... woah!!lol.. haha then went to school for Maths... First time i was early, teacher late... felt damn cheated..

did 1 1/2 papers of maths and got bored of maths... then we started playing and messing around... haha... we were just laughing and joking until the teacher got pissed off... lol... then we pretended to do maths...

Mate was on drugs lar... damn high lar he... he was singing and laughing and I challenged him to a game of PES on psp... haha we went retarded after we scored goals... haha... cheater lar he... he was losing 5-4 then he turned off the WLAN... =.=...

after 1 period of DEL was AEL test... haha... managed to do okay lar... haha... then went off for an early lunch... we were laughing joking and crapping during lunch and we got infected by Mate's highness...

then after that I went for AEL lecture... Played and slacked there... and was just unwinding after those few days of pressure... Then we started playing a new game... haha... after a while Cedric challegnedme to a game of PES... lol... haha

he lost on penalties... HAHA MIGHTY CZECH beat SPAIN!!! lol... then we went ofr lab... after lab, we decided to make a group TEE... haha... quite good lar... paid 14 bucks for it... lol..

Thurs:
Went to school for Maths and managed to get 2 papers... lol... then kenna scolded for not doing anything... My fren talk to me become we talking together =.=...diao... was damn pissed... lol... so i switched off and just rotted at one corner...

then went for Math's tutorial and went to collect our shirts... met 2 guys with like mega stamina lar... since we come for tutorial until end of DEL tutorial... they keep arguing... lol... when we go toilet they come out, when we come out they go in... lol...

then after that we were so bored we were speculating what happened... lol... then after that went home and chilled... haha...

I'm still undecided whether I should go school to rot tomorrow or stay at home and revise... LOL...

cheers...

RAWR

2008-12-02T22:02:00.001+08:00

changed the song... haha... damaged haha sounds too addictive...

haha... AEL sucks big time man... haha...

i want to look forward to the day after cts... haha....

100th

2008-11-30T23:38:00.006+08:00

Finally the pride has been restored... Rooney brought back the pride to Old Trafford and the United faithful by duly repaying the support from Ferguson and the fans by netting in his 100th of his career...

Nothing as big as your 100th and the winner against Derby rivals Manchester City... The ecstacy was written all over the United faithful, Sir Alex and Wayne himself... By tapping in a simple goal, which was parried by Joe Hart, wouldn't have told you the whole truth of the matter...

It was a moment of magic by Carrick which was wrought on by some headed assist by Korean international, Park Ji Sung... Carrick's first attempt was spilled and Rooney was pouncing in the area waiting to bag the goal...

United created the best of chances with fluid passing and menancing attempts on goal and the first 1/2 an hour saw United keeping City quiet and well within their own half... Rafael Da Silva was in the lineup and he put up a superb performance once again...

having scored on his debut against Arsenal, the young Brazillian, used his speed and tocuhes to overcome and world of challenges. Creating dangerous passes and sending in pint-point crosses, the City defence were overwhelmed by the array of talent in the United attacking force...

However, in the second half, tempers started flaring and blood started to boil as more United players and City players got booked for reckless tackles and Kompany got his nose busted and he started bleeding...

Ronaldo, yea get it right, Cristiano Ronaldo, turned villian for the derby game by getting his butt sent off for a stupid blatant handball...

Ronaldo was issued a second yellow and was given his marching order for an early bath... Having not learnt from a previous Rooney mistake, Ronaldo sarcastically applaused at referee Howard Webb and was graciously spared a yellow card...

United's counter attack proved more than competent to cope with a man down and in the dying moments, Joe Hart, Man City's keeper, came to take a corner and remained there... United after some sloopy defending, cleared the ball and Hart started sprinting to goal...

Rooney hit a half-field ball into Hart's net... The acuracy, and target was there but the keeper recovered enough pace and speed to beat off Rooney's fierce shot from half field for a corner...

When the final whistle sounded, Rooney was given hugs and pats and the City of Manchester Stadium erupted with only cheers and chants of nothing but the best of the United faithful... Onward Man Utd...

Rooney after scoring

Ronaldo attempting a Maradona

Rooney bagging in his century of goals

Ronaldo doing a Rooney clap...

this is probably the first time you hear this from me... Ronaldo despite his stupidity gave a brilliant performace... and i think Robinho has the most COCK FACE in whole of EPL...

i wanna sleep

2008-11-29T16:48:00.000+08:00

Cool eh if i could be sleeping like this baby... innocent and having no care about when his next EXAM is coming or whether he needs to study or whether he is going to die of exam stress...

I've literally been studying my AS out...

no i didn't fail my english... i noe the word u are looking for is ASS but AS is my module... Avionics System ...

RAWR.... im gonna conquer you by next tuesday... 2nd Dec... Bring it On...

Dec is gonna be my lucky month =)

10 commandments of football...

2008-11-27T23:47:00.001+08:00

Commandments of Football.

1 Thou Shalt Not Sing Like A Canary While Dissing Teammates: Following William Gallas' public tirade against his Arsenal mates, he has been stripped of the captaincy. So far, nothing is a sure thing. Except this: Blab about the dirty laundry in your house, and the stink will stay like white on rice.

2 Thou Shalt Not Disrespect People Who Have Eaten More Rice: Gallas said that one Arsenal player, who's six years younger than him, insulted his teammates. I got the feeling that he wanted to pass him a Respect-Your-Elders Confucius guidebook or spank him.

3 Thou Shalt Not Keep Us Guessing Just Who That Jerk Is: We can only guess the troublemaker is Robin van Persie, the guy who always looks like he's about to cry. Maybe it's not him, maybe it's the kit man, maybe it's Rip van Winkle as made up by Gallas. Spit it out, man.

4 Thou Shalt Not Dangle Bad Things In Thy Mouth: When you're accusing people of not following your good example and you're caught with a cigarette in your mouth at a nightclub, that's not a good thing. Spit it out, man. Gallas should've been sucking on a lollipop. That sucks less.

5 Thou Shalt Not Be Seen In A Nightclub Openly Like A Damn Fool: Maybe Gallas was clubbing with Jo, Manchester City's Brazilian striker who was fined after he was seen at a nightspot when he claimed to be ill. Actually Jo has been misunderstood. He's not a regular Joe. He's a millionaire party guy. These people buy their medication at nightclubs.

6 Thou Shalt Not Refuse To Go On With One Second To Go: Trouble seems to be afoot at Man City, with even Dietmar Hamann and Michael Ball behaving like prima donnas when they allegedly refused to go on as substitutes during a recent match. Are they crazy? Who the hell are they when Robinho is in the team and scoring like Cristiano Ronaldo at a party?

7 Thou Shalt Not Boast That Thou Art The Best Three Players In The World: I don't know if he was doing stand-up comedy. But, Mr Modest, Cristiano Ronaldo, proclaimed before his Portugal were thrashed 2-6 by Brazil on Wednesday that he's not just the best player in the world, he's the first, second and third-best player in the world. He announced that in Brazil - which can rightfully claim to have the best 1,000 players in the world.

8 Thou Shalt Not Throw Coins At Paying Customers: It's old news about Didier Drogba, throwing a coin at Burnley fans. Didier, there are many ways to spend ourselves out of the economic crisis.

9 Thou Shalt Not Say That There's Nothing Wrong About Being Blatantly Dishonest: Dear Mr Diego Maradona, regarding your Hand Of God goal against England in the 1986 World Cup, please say sorry to England because it's the right thing to do about a wrong thing done. Please shake the hand of Terry Butcher, England captain at that time who was born in Singapore.

10 Thou Shalt Not Say That There's Something Right About Being Stupidly Honest Too: Arsene Wenger, regarding your lending Theo Walcott to England and getting the lad back with his shoulder dislocated, perhaps you would be wiser not to be so damn honest.

Lie a little and say the boy's not available due to his wedding, O-level exams or stomach ache. Heck, other people do.

Heehaa

2008-11-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

Today went to school like 10 mins late and just signed my name... haha... I think today i was too complacent with time thus being 10 mins late... I forgot my phone and I took like forever to walk home just to get it... btw i only realised it when i was at the bus interchange...

then went to school and the teacher was so pissed off cause the whole class was damn noisy and for the first time in her entire life she gave a 10 mins break and she was like sitting there... DAMN!!! i came late for the break...

then after that was MOL and test... i only got 26/33 for my Maths test and I'm sorely disappointed with myself...I knew how to do it lor... so many careless mistakes... i need a miss leong in my life again... RAWR!!!

then after that was DEL test... test again... I dunno what's with the test/quiz or whatever fanciful name you have for it... everyone was cheating like in broad day light... with their books spread like open in front of the teacher...

the teacher was like sleeping on his job lar... bleah!! haha lucky I got Mate there... he was damn pro lar... he like memorised the whole book and he multi-task lor... he doing his test and he not even looking at my script then he say wrong... LOL... champion!!!

then after that went to chill at the ESPN room and watched a Bundes Liga match... the most boring match I watched in my whole life... Bleah... so I waited for Amal cause he wanted to bath after his S&W...

After that met him for light dinner at Canteen 1... Then he went to pick up Cher... I went the other way and then I went to BOOOOO!!!! cherlyn... lol... haha long time no see her liao... haha...
still the same old crazy cherlyn... haha...

then we went to Canteen 3 or rather outside canteen 3 to study... I was doing DEL papers and MOL... wahahaha... i managed to complete most of my MOL... very proud of my achievement... Mal and Rafiq study until crazy liao... lol... haha... then I was entertaining Cher cause we got bored of our books... lol...

then after Mal finished, we went to Al-Azhar to eat... left school at around 930... Haha... me and mal had Fish N Chips and Cher had Chicken Cutlet... we were just talking about our friends and life and stuff... haha... was great just catching up ... haha

then took 171 and alighted at the longkang and Cher didn't want us to send her home cause she said it was late and stuff... so me and mal went home...

i'm freaking drained and tired after all the test and shit... rawr... come on josie... 14 more days to be liberated from this rubbish called school!!! WOOOTS!!!

till next time,
Cheeers =)

2008-11-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

best friends they argue all the time

you know it when they dont talk

you cool it with some lemon lime

and make up once they end their sulk.

best friends they hug you when you cry

you feel their warmth and comfort

you hold on to them and try

to do the same when they're hurt.

best friends you know that's what we'll be

50 years down when we're only left with dentures

we'll think about how we used to be

and sail through great adventures.

- amirah lychee

its hard learning to let go of a friendship with someone you thought you knew and could trust.

i will not go to the extent and say that i have lost a friend because i think, on some level, i will always be willing to rekindle the bond that was shared by x and i. its easy to lay the blame on x and say that he/she never really proved themself but then again, it takes two. i

do not know what i did or said to have pushed x so far and to have made him/her so uncomfortable but i am sorry because it was never my intention to make him/her feel lesser. i know the things you have said about me and they are ugly. when i first saw/heard i could not imagine that you were capable of calling someone you were friends with, someone whom you hung out with so often, those names. you shocked me with the things you said and you shook the foundations of our friendship.

i cannot comprehend that you know we do not believe your lies, yet you do it anyway. are we so unimportant? whatever your feelings towards me are, i hold no anger towards you because i forgive you. i really do. whatever direction you decide to take with your life, i hope somewhere along the way you learn the importance of honesty and trust in any relationship.

and they leave me so easily

2008-11-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

haha... i just realised how pathetic it is... o.O

haha... and they leave me so easily...

and im back to square 1 =)

how great... lol...

is there no one i can trust?? haha...
is there no one i can confide in??? o.O

bleah

2008-11-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

okay... i give up lar... =(...

sian... you win this time...

i'll be back... you don't have to worry...

prepare to bow to the king once again... =)

P.S: Mags and Enzhaos are bullies =)

2008-11-23T15:25:00.001+08:00

Your Birthdate: December 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.

You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.

Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.

You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.

Your strength: Your charm

Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics

Your power color: Indigo

Your power symbol: Four leaf clover

Your power month: December

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2008-11-22T22:38:00.001+08:00

What Your Height Says About You

You are a true adventurer, and you live for the thrill.

You have a lot of charisma, and you're good at convincing people to join you in your schemes.

You are open to the world, and you make connections easily. You have lots of friends.

You are likely to have many life paths to choose from. There are many possibilities open to you.

You are about as tall as the average British man.

What Does Your Height Say About You?

Your Birth Month is December

You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe.

Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity.

Your soul reflects: Celebration, success, and wealth

Your gemstone: Blue Topaz

Your flower: Narcissus

Your colors: Indigo, green, and blue-green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

You Should Have Been Born Under:

Fierce and courageous - you are the king of every situation.

You pounce and attack, until others give you want you want.

Daring and magnetic, you inspire others to follow your lead.

And while you're wild at heart, you have some hidden soft spots.

You are most compatible with a Horse or Dog.

What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?

Combined meeting

2008-11-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

Today, I slept in until I was damn shiok like until 10am... Wahahahaha... It was quite a good sleep cause nobody was in the house which meant that nobody could disturb me from sleeping... I was only awaken by a loud noise from i don't know where...

then i went back to sleep and some idiot called my house twice... everytime before i want to pick up the phone... he/she cuts the call... SIAN!!! i was damn pissed off... so i decided to wake up and wait for the guy/girl to call again so i can give him/her a piece of my mind... but he/she didn't call again... RAWR

then I went to clear mail, facebook, check blog, check news and stuff lar... then i got bored and went to eat breakfast... then after that went to watch stuff online like rusell peters and stuff just to get a good laugh and stuff... then my parents came back and i sorta had to go out already...

went to church to set up the PA for the combined meeting with LTF and YF... I must say it was quite good lar... A brief summary...

We played 3 games...

the first game:
we had a scavanger hunt to find things from us and our bags... we managed to complete 17 of the 20 items... i'm very proud of you guys/girls in my group... oh yeah.... my group consisted of: Rusell (leader), me, Edison, Chiam, Nadia, rachel and 1 more girl...

then we had the second game:
it's like don't forget the lyrics kind of game where becky played some songs and we guessed the song title and lyrics... my group accidentally raised the flag and we forfeited 5 points but we regained the 5 points when we helped Josie's group =)...

the 3rd game:
its some kind of strategy game.. Me and Enzhao backstabbed like the other teams. Yea, whatever... I'm the bad guy and whatever lar... =.=... haha but then if we dun backstab then not fun right... then you will not learn anything... there's always 2 sides to a coin...

think what you like, it ain't gonna affect me anyways...

then after that was refreshement and i had a relax kick around...

after that went out for dinner with Enzhao, Mags, Nadia and Debbs...we went over to waffletown... Had a change and ate black pepper steak and a plain waffle... Had a good time talking, crapping, laughing and making jokes...

then somebody did something stupid and talked like ah beng to somebody else over the phone... tsk tsk tsk... what iron always hot... later i plug out the switch then not hot liao... HMPH!!!

then i got bullied by the LTF ppl... hmmm... schsmistc people... LOL... no lar joking... haha...

then went home and im updating this because EZ said he wanted me to update so I updated...

FEEL HONOURED!!! =)

United Aston Villa tonight... KENDRICK TAN KAI HUANG!!! GET READY FOR PART 3 WHEN UNITED WINS =)

mi culpa

2008-11-22T09:44:00.001+08:00

que fue mi culpa ...
Pido disculpas
va a perdonarme?

=)=)=)

2008-11-21T11:25:00.002+08:00

WOAH! yesterday was the best day of my live ever since school started this term. Took an MC to just go and play and go wild. It was hell lot of full going out with the younger people. It makes me feel young =)

Woke up at like 6:45 to wash up then went off to Choa Chu Kang Polyclinic. The queue was quite short and managed to get out of the place by 9:45. 1 hr 45 mins is considered quite a short wait at CCK polyclinic...

The doctor was quite good. didn't have to chao geng... I also realised that all those who went to see the doctor i saw, all came out with an MC. well, without a shadow of a doubt, i got it too... lol...

the coversation went a little something like this, or rather it went like this:

doc: good morning, you are _____ blah blah blah... where are you working now?
jos:ummm i schooling...
doc:oh! where?
jos: ngee ann poly..

doc:you need the day off?
jos: yea...
doc:ummm what are you suffering from?
jos: nothing... *smiles at doctor*

doc: okay. must be the stress from school.
jos:yea...
doc: okay i'll issue you 1 day MC and some panadols for your headache...

WOOOTS CHAMPION LAR DOCTOR!!! like that also can come out with sickness... kae siao!!!

then after that went home and chill and pack for sentosa.. I was VERY VERY VERY VERY LATE! but then thanks to those girls eating so "QUICKLY"... I managed to reach there on time =)...

EZ, Gid and Ern went off to Sentosa first cause they were carrying stuff... then I waited for Marc, Yang then we went off to sentosa. Jeremy joined halfway and then we went to Sentosa... Chilled.. and waited for the rest...

a brief mention of those who went:
me, Marc, EZ, Ern, Gid, Jeremy, Yang, Mags, Mags Tan, Nadia, Dewi, Darren, Wesley, Tim Fu, Shanon, Debbs, Charmaine Leong, Esther, JC, Cheryl...

We opened with a word of prayer. And then it was games and games... For so long, I haven really seen the sun cause its the Rainy Season. HaHa... we played soccer, frisbee, and captains ball...

Haha, it was fun... just doing stuff not related to school... Then spent a bit of time, just sitting on the sand looking at the sea. It was a calm and peaceful feeling. Like I rediscovered that inner peace which was lost doing shit in project and work... bleah!!!

It felt really good and it was so serene and calm... but good things don't last eh... then we took a long break. Chris volunteered to go to coffee bean to get drinks. Hahah then almost half of us went... lol... then bought 2 bottles of H20 apple.. damn shiok... then after that we played ultimate frisbee with some other people... Was quite fun...

After that we found some interest in burrying Wesley 6 feet above. Obviously, we didn't really quite achieve it and we only got to his knee... wahaha... it was fun just being retarded and stupid... wahahahaha... then it was the highlight of the day... dunking seasons... =)

Ang Yang got dunked early in the game... wahahaha.... then JC went in himself... BOOOO!!!!... lol... spoiler...

We managed to dunk most of the guys... Me, Wesley and Chris formed a brotherhood... dunking all the guys into the sea... wahhaha... eventually wesley got dunked... bleah!!! wahahaha... i mean... better him than me right... lol..

then Darren was being a baby and kept refusing to go into the water... lol... until he got blackmailed... I got dragged into the water... Abrasions at my back... bleah... Wesley, Chris and Marc dragged me into the water...

I didn't want to put up any resistance cause I would get my back even more damaged... LOL... then after everyone got dunked... we went to shower... well... girls being girls... showered like... you noe lar... lol

then we headed to Seah Im foodcourt for dinner... The guys unleashed the hungry ghost in them... wahaha... we ate and talked and crapped and yea....

after dinner... we chilled there... Ern started playing guitar and we started singing those Christian Songs for kids... and we did all the actions... it was kind funny and cool... then a bunch of office people walked past us... then they gif the stun and o.O look... lol...

after that I got a ride from Jeremy's parents to a 184 busstop... then I took 74 down to Ngee Ann and switched to 184 all the way back home...

Reached home, showered. Cleared mail, played mafia wars and then sent out smses and then KO-ed for the night... The panadols I got earlier in the day was so helpful cause i was aching... Bleah.... getting old... GETTING... not OLD... lol... its just GETTING... I'm still young...

CHEERS!!!

Test later... C prog... wish me all the best =)...

Then 1 more left... Wahahaha.... JIAYOUS!!!

2008-11-20T22:27:00.001+08:00

took an mc today to play like crazy... it was worth it destressing... =)i feel so much happier now... the next post will be on the trip to sentosa =) catch me there ...

to timothy

2008-11-18T23:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY LOE WEI QIANG(:

19th this year... Old man =)... lol... hahha...

2008-11-17T20:18:00.001+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
Yea... Lots of them...

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
Haha... lol... hard chance ba...

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
Yes... Cause i need to freaking submit my projects.. and i love my class and my classmates =)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Haha... i dun noe... its not good to dwell in dreams...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
Nope.not everything between best frens can share one ok.<-lol i totally agree with junjie =)

6. If you have to choose one person between ur girlfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
haha... friends first =)

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
Chris Brown -Forever
David Cook -Light On
Nickelback -Gotta be somebody
Red Hot Chill Peppers - (ALL OF THEIR SONGS LAR)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
lol... there is more fish in the ocean... LOL...

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
I dunno... maybe not now...

10. What makes you angry?
Idiotic datelines and people who default on sending me their slides!!!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Dunno... maybe trapped in the working cycle...

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My family, my friends

13. What is the most important thing in life?
God.. lol...

14. What is more important?Family or Career? justify.
Family. No family got career also no use right... NO LIFE!!!

15. What is your favourite colour?
Red, Black and Blue.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
What's with all this love questions? o.O

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
dunno...

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i forgive cannot forget... lol

Guai Lan Kia!

2008-11-17T17:14:00.001+08:00

Wah... sibei guai lan... nvr mind...

you change your nick... i add a part 3 to my previous post!!! HMPH!!!

now your nick is... nvm you all still win man utd with 2nd team... part 3 is... hahaha but man utd's YOUTH TEAM!!! beat STOKE 5-0, when FIRST team stoke BEAT FIRST team arsenal... =)

muahahahahahahaha

3

2008-11-17T12:56:00.001+08:00

AND THEN THERE WERE 3....

JIAYOUS JIAYOUS

compelled

2008-11-16T15:13:00.001+08:00

I'm so compelled to post this...

Disclaimer: The following post is not targetted at all Arsenal fans just 1 particular Arsenal fan by the name of Kendrick Tan Kai Huang!

Wow... brave eh... BOLD statements you made after Arsenal's big win over United... Lets see... it was something like....

The team that lost to Stoke and Hull City actually beat Manchester United...

wow... let me now introduce you the 2nd part of the story...

the team that beat manchester united, LOST TO ASTON VILLA!!! =)

cheers.

2008-11-14T22:40:00.001+08:00

GAHHH!!!... I got through the week ... praise GOD!!!...

ARGH!!! next week is gonna be crucial...alot of projects due!!! Jiayous 1M1 ... we are gonna get through this together and we are going to promote together.... RAWR!!!

after next week... PROJECT will be declared a voodoo and vulgarity =)

2008-11-14T09:08:00.000+08:00

GET WELL SOON AZZRUL!!!

2008-11-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

Ooops... havent been updating regularly cause im like super super busy... i swear i am busy .... im not a lazy person and im sure you know it too...

teachers have been spamming us with lots of project and im like damn busy under the pile of work... everyday i look forward to taking the bus home and chiong my work and then sleep. haven really been chatting online also cause im like damn busy...

i also cannot understand what the stupid lecturers are saying... Especially the AEL lecturer... I wonder what's the use of my perfect attendance when i dun freaking understand the shit coming out from his mouth... RAWR!!!! then DEL

the teacher come in and dash like F1... im like totally lost now... zzz... im going to fail like all my common test or something... COMPRO is like okay lar... i understand quite a bit of what the old man is talking about... gahhh!!!

i for the first time in my life am going to start revision like next week... i better not fail lar... zzz... retaining is scary... i dun want to face such embarassment..

ARGH!!! you may think im like slacking now but i'm like multi-tasking... im like msning with my group mates for CATS and blogging... Gahh... im dying under this pile of stress...

THANK GOD TOMORROW ITS FRIDAY!!!!

2008-11-10T19:50:00.000+08:00

GAHHH!!! I slept in the afternoon... bleah... not as planned... T.T... i'm so sad now... RAWR

David Cook

2008-11-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

David Cook's Single: Light On!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CP5fBx8JLoQ

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

(Chorus)
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

[Chorus]

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

[Chorus]

2008-11-09T19:33:00.003+08:00

AND I GOT MY BABY BACK !!! =)

=.=

2008-11-09T19:33:00.001+08:00

GAHH!!! We LOST... BLEAH

2008-11-08T11:36:00.002+08:00

Classic:

Arsenal Football Club vs Manchester United Football Club

The Gunners vs The Red Devils...

8:45 kickoff...

Big Day

2008-11-07T22:36:00.002+08:00

Its's Da Big Day Tmr...

Arsenal Vs Manchester United

pic for thought

2008-11-07T22:36:00.001+08:00

Got this off my fren's blog... Wahahaha... lol...

=)

2008-11-07T19:18:00.003+08:00

Haha... Im rather glad today is Friday... This week past pretty quickly... I was too busy to update my blog so apologies to my faithful readers (if there are any)

Well lets just give a brief run through on my week...

Wednesday:

Long day... LONG DAY... RAWR... Had to wake up at 645 to go to school by 8. I dunno what's the occasion but then there was a jam at KAP... well done... so i tried my best to rush to class by 8. knn the teacher was damn bitch lar... RAWR!!! BITCH!

I went into class at 8:01... then she was like... write down the time... then I tried to nego with her but she say she didn't care... RAWR!!! damn pissed lar... then i wrote the time and went back to my seat. then my friend reminded me that it was the US election.

then suddenly I stand up and go out of the class. before I left the class my teacher asked me :"Where are you going?"

Then I told her that I wasn't interested in her BORING as in B-O-R-I-N-G lesson... and I decided to go to the library to watch the election. Shortly after I left, half my class came out and say they going to follow me to the lib.

Of course we not so enthu lar.. halfway we went to Canteen 2 to have breakfast and I was discussing Prison Break with Mate. We had a good breakfast then we returned back to class and we chilled till next lesson.

Then after that was DEL. Quite interesting.. DEL and AEL lessons are starting to get more intensive and interesting and I like the challenge... Then after a long day at school until 4:15 went home...

Thurs:
Lesson started at 1. Then went to chill and slack and guess what... Maths lesson first... bleah boring... Then after Maths lecture was tutorials... Tutorial is fun... hahaha... I rushed Mate through his work and then went out with him for a late lunch.

We were talking about Grace's cousin. We were discussing the probability of how many students in Ngee Ann had red hair like her's. Well the answer we came up with was 1:Whole Ngee Ann... LOL

After that was DEL tutorial. We had a test but the teacher claimed it was an exercise. But Mate insisted on being guai lan and kept bugging the teacher asking if it was a test... LOL... retardedness...

After that went home...

Friday:
Came to school at 11:30 to meet Jo Lee and Bryan. Then after that went to the Cafe area with Sean to have some light lunch. After that we watched United vs Celtic at the ESPN room in the library.

Then went to meet Mate at the BB court. We slacked and chilled then went for lunch. I think I wasn't that interested in Canteen 2 food anymore and I had patronised the Jap store for 2 days straight and IMO that's the only good stuff there.

So Mate had Laksa and I had desert... Then went off to meet Teeyang and Kenny. Haha shortly Kok Yi met up with us. Then we (me, mate, kenny and kokyi) joined a CCA... Wahahaha... OH YEA... I HAVE A CCA...

We joined SAN DA(Chinese).... It's freestyle fighting... haha... Legalistic Violence... WAHAHAHA... the best way to destress is to go to that CCA get somebody and beat the crap out of him... MUAHAHAHAHAHA...

then after that went for class.... Our Sungei Road teacher was in a bad mood... Lol... and I decided to pay more attention cause he was going at F1 speed... Retardness... He also not Lewis Hamilton...

Then I kept making him repeat... and he was unexpectedly good and he did... haha... then we went off for C Prog... Bleah...

Then went home...

Bad News: My laptop keyboard died on me... sending it for repair tmr... I feel crippled... BLEAH!!!!

AND AND AND

TO MY Friends and BROHAM taking "A" Levels... All the best...

Me Name

2008-11-04T15:05:00.002+08:00

BITCH

2008-11-03T20:31:00.003+08:00

Somebody signed my email up for spam

resulting in alot of my

contacts recieving emails which were not

sent by me... RAWR!!!!

If I find out who the hell you are... I will

freaking skin you alive

you DUMB SON/DAUGHTER of a

BITCH!!! RAWR!!!!

dogs

2008-11-03T17:53:00.001+08:00

Haha... i finally heard the best way to describe frisbee.... hahaha... more of those playing it...

my China counterpart's definition of people who play frisbee...

有人不要做，要做狗。。。

WAHAHAHAHAHA... that's the bomb man...

the english translation reads... Can be human you don't want, want to be dog...

haha... and he predicts the hippest frisbee next time will be a bone =)

blackmailed

2008-11-03T14:08:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!! recently I got blackmailed by the 中国人... he got a super unglam shot of me... zzz

and i just as in a few minutes ago... found my Batam Trip disc.... wahahahahaha...

i think there's a saying that goes what goes around, comes around ...

and i remembered it was debbs or mags that said they had an unglam shot of me... come on black mail me... let's see who has more in their arsenal... muahahahahahaha...

and my plans didn't come to pass... haiz